[Łģ&Đŵ]; ~ |perfect.love.between.twilight|~

2009-10-22T20:32:00.002+01:00

i miss YOU so much too ;) LOSER

2009-06-01T22:22:00.003+01:00

....reallly really trying over here. seriouslyyy~~~~~~~~~~~one is really tired of how one is treated like. ive beeen soooooooooo gooood latelyyyyyyy. damn it~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~maybe there was a hidden agenda behind it as well cos.... eee~~~soo annoying~obviously it was known other things will come into the picture again after trying sooo hard to overlook it, well not til the point of being in denial ofcourse, just the appropriate amount.

trying to walk away is easier said than done,
only harder when rooster goes cock-a-doodle-dooo~
get what one means?

dont be oblivious, be semi-obvious haha

2009-05-31T10:56:00.002+01:00

when asked if one is okay or not, the answer is always "im okay" even if its not true. thats just how it is. so really, the only way to tell is maybe to follow that gutfeeling or try to decode one's nonverbal commmunication signals. so goodluck =)

2009-05-31T10:17:00.000+01:00

and then it gets bugged again~

2009-05-31T01:43:00.003+01:00

my thighs and ass are sore man hahaha.

i didnt get to play football today cos i was too lazy to walk to the field alone haha plus Wan dint text me if jadi and i think im so used to being picked up by Syak hhaha. i didnt know that he was playin too or else i wouldve texted him to pick me up. oh well~i hope tomorrow they play again.

ooh its MR MICHAEL RAYMOND FORD'S birthday today heheheheheh HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKEY SAYANG!!=DDD i'll be seeing you sooooooon!!! i cant wait!!!i need your number maaaan. hmm must ask Dini. where are you two man~~i know both of you are free now..party party saja..esssh hahaha. forget me already.haha love you both!

ahh...my last exam is on the 3rd dude~~ah cant wait for all of this to be over. Dad is already in Brunei right now i think. i still dont knwo what im goin to do when im in Brunei for the 9 hour transit. Ash still wants to play football and hes calling me a wuss cos i told him that i dont think we can cos im not sure who wants to play football or futsal between 11-3pm haha. it'll be too hot man. but manasaja la. we'll see how it goes. i think id end up chilling somewhere actually after i get a long shower and all hahaha.

Next week will go quite fast i think. Theres so much to dooo~last paper, shopping, travel and relax in Geneva, pack, more shopping and sort everything out before leaving.

finally had a decent talk with Ash haha. i think both of us have been busy hahah. weelll busy-ish with stuff. and even tadi i had to get his attention off of this game he was playin hahaha aiyoo...~~cant talk when it comes to games man. i dont mind actually cos i have his company during the flight back but now jaegermeister has gone so im bored haha. i like saying jaegermeister hahahahaah i dont know why hahaha. i kept repeating it when i found out about it haha.

Anyways, i talked to Ash about summer, and told him im trying to go back to kaykay for awhile. im not sure how long i can stay but i just need a holiday and i need to be at my other home for a bit. it'll be great to be back again. id wanna go to the islands, sutera harbour, centre point hahaha, one borneo(i hvnt been there!), go play futsal with them all again hehehehe and make the bruise again wee hahah, hang around at waterfront, go cyber with the boys hahah, maybe try to go up to kundasang and stay at err mesilau if cann hahah if i dont climb the mountain and hang around at the beach ofcourse=D ahhh thatd be bliss right there~~i miss all of thatt. i need to go back to kaykay~

i shall go now haha ash finally found out how to use FB chat hahah

at last it manages to stay shut,
a new season befalls upon one,
finally being able to twig the whole lot.

jaegermeisterrrrrrrrrrrrrr hahahaha

2009-05-27T00:10:00.002+01:00

dummers are HOT ;)

ive been watching drum covers on youtube hahaha. and im starting to see again heehee. Cobus Potgieter is sooo HOT hahah. heyy..another reason to visit Africa haha.

i like saying the word jaegermeister

2009-05-26T18:19:00.003+01:00

damn im so restless~

i cant study =/ im so screwed for tomorrow's paper. yup yup yup.my bestfriend wont listen to me when i say i cant do it right now so he's left me being restless. so nowww im just ramblingg crap here hahaha. its left me to ramble here and send a random text to jaegermeister hhaha just to make me feel a bit better. or just so im doing something hahah. and i think ive found a new chicken hahaa. chick chick chick. lets find the duck..ooooo i think ive spotted the duck hahaah ooh the chick and the duck. awesomeee...err what am i doing..hahaah

oh i even figured out what im gonna do before i fly back home heheh so when i get picked up it'll be like BAM! hahahaah errr*phoeobe* "he getts hit by a bus?" hahaha err more like BAM what did u do hahaha. and im gettin them stuffs tomorrow after my paper just to test it out first for a day nyahahah

ok no more rambling. i hve to try to revise again

you're buggin me cos i'm buggable
bug bug bug

2009-05-22T18:23:00.003+01:00

i just got back from running awhile ago. oh-am-geee HAHA im soo unfit dudeeeee~~i think i was wheezing towards the end and i never wheeze~~how unfit is that hahaah. i dont remember when was the last time i did a physical activity..err probably err the three peak walk. shaiteee....thats a long time ago hahaha. shaite~~oh well i blame exams for my unfit state hahaha XD no la.. ive just had no mood. but its that time again to get fit cos Lufbru Summer games are up in 2 plus months hahaha.

I was talking to Ash before running and i think hes kinda confirmed with using RBA on the 10th of June with me, Kim, Amal and Mizah sooo that means he'll be arriving in Brunei with me on the 11th. I'll only know its really confirmed once he's bought the ticket. That boy, buys everything last minute.

i've got my next paper next wed, the same day for the biggggg match hehe. I'm so watching that with the boys. Insyallah. hopefully the boys are gonna watch it somewhere outside.

tomorrow we're gonna dine out at Ruby Lounge for dinner for Asmah's birthday and everyone has to dress up heheh.this will be funnn =D

the formerly shut box has managed to unlock itself,
a huge struggle to seal it shut once again,

2009-05-21T22:28:00.002+01:00

that familliar scent comes back to her,
its like a drug, her former addiction,
her small furry friend holds it now,the scent,
thus his presence seems to be quite often with her lately

i emailed mum today about my plans for summer. i know when im back in Brunei in July heheh. i think i'll be staying longer than usual due to the Lufbru Summer Games which is from the 14th-16th Aug. So ive asked mum if i could stay til the 20th Aug. Hopefully i get to do that.

I finished my second paper today and i wont say anything about it hhaha. I've got two more papers to go. Im quite nervous for the next one actually =S need to study a lot tomorrow!

Anyways i watched Angels and Demons with Syukri and the two love birds Mal& Mel hahaha and well the movie was awesome! before the movie started they showed trailers for movies coming out during the summer and ahhhhhh TRANSFORMERS 2 will be out! i knew about it already but i swear i had a lil teeny weeny bit of an o***sm there hahaah. At least mine was on a movie trailer unlike Mr William. He got his from a lecture hahahaha.

But err yeaaahh i cant wait to watch Transformers heheh. i wonder where i'll be watching the second movie, maybe in Brunei or KL. Shia labeouf is so HOT! ahaha and i dont know why but i think i only find Megan Fox hot in Transformers. Oh well~what do i care hahaha. i wanna watch public ememies as well cos Johnny Depp is in it hehe and Terminator and and err hmm Harry Potter? but Transformers is on the top of my list right now hhehe

anyways im knackered. i need some shuteye. im not the only one who should be gettin some shuteye right now*cough cough*

2009-05-15T02:04:00.003+01:00

the function finished awhile ago. i cant sleep yet. gonna miscall Ash soon, i know hes bored hahha cos hes at blackpool at the moment or maybe hes at Manch already. he doesnt like blackpool so i guess he wont be closeby next year.

hmm summer~~i dont know how my plans for summer will work out. i kinda really wanna go back to kk. its not kinda. its more a want. but time is limited.

i get back to kayelle on the 11th of june then i'll be in brunei on the 8th of july i think. im not sure how long i'll be staying in brunei. probably til august something. mum's kinda reluctant to let me stay long but i dont understand why. well i do. cos my family is in kayelle but i wanna spend some time in brunei as well. i'll have more than a month to spend in kayelle again if i leave by mid august. but im not sure yet.

raya in brunei is out of the picture so screw that. i'll just wait for next year.

i think ive run out of things to ramble on about. im tired haha.

i think this time,
its
best to
.....lg

2009-05-14T08:09:00.001+01:00

Exams start next week *yikes =S

i cant wait to breathe again after exams are over. Some of us will be off to Geneva right after exams heehee. my last exam is on the 3rd of june and we will be off on the 4th il the 7th =D yaaay! It will be Kim, Beb, Asmah, Mas, Mizah and I heheheh. Ash was meant to follow along but he says inda jadi. I'll have to tell him again.

A week after my exams are finished I'll be flying back home with Kim, Mizah and Amal hehe. I cant wait. Dad will be there to pick up then we'll fly back to KL together 9 hours after i arrive in Brunei. thank god i get to get out of the airport hahah. at least i'll be able to chill with my cousins and friends. i hope

Later we've got a function at 2 torrington, sembahyang hajat for exams. then on friday the director of studies will pop up to Hull to see how we're doing over here.

oh well time to get up

[HAPPY.MOTHERS'.DAY]

2009-05-10T01:51:00.003+01:00

Sempena Hari Ibu, we all decided to make a video to all our mother heheh sooo this video is dedicated tooooo the woman we love =D

HAPPY MOTHER's DAYYYYYY, with all our loveeeee =D Mizah singing the first verse and Dd singing the second verse and everyone singing the bridge and the chorus =)

[Happy.Mother's.Day]

[Happy.Mother's.Day.Blooper.version]

Terima Kasih Cinta (Cover)

2009-05-09T13:03:00.004+01:00

A cover of Terima Kaseh Cintaa =)

Mas and Farah are the singers heheheheheh

Mizah was playing Leo =DDDDD

Asmah was playing with the lil toys hahaha

Kim, Beb and Dd were sleeeping hahaah zzzzZzzz

2009-05-03T20:49:00.007+01:00

we won!!! we won the tournament!!WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! hahahah

i feeel sooo rejuvenated after playin football man! hahahaha. there were 6 teams including us and our team name was The Hulk hahahaha Mel came up with that hahaha. we had no idea.

So we played five 5 aside matches anddd we conceded only 2 goals mannn out of all of the five matches! woohoo. and keep in mind that each team had to play a girl for one half of all five matches.

First match - 1-1
Second match 4-0
Third Match 2-0
Fourth match - 1-0
Last match - 1-0

Cool ayeee?? we had clean sheets man for four games!!!!the only reason we let in a goal during the first match was cos it was our first match, we were still trying to get into it. baru kan pasang game face wa hahahah. i got to play for every first half of every game. the second match i almost played full half but Mel took me out cos i needed to rest since we were gonna play again straight after that match. I almost scored during the third match but it was either over or saved haha. It was great man!!! We were the top team in the league hahahah then during the semi finals i almost scored! but the goalie saved it!damn it!! if only the ball was a bit low then it might have gone in hahaaha and if only it was angled a bit haha. i didnt have any great shots, thats only when we have practice sessions haha cos no pressure

thenn we went to extra time cos it was nil-nil and i played the first half again and thennnnn the other team's female player scored a corner kick( which makes up for the two goals we conceded)! shit man! i was like NOOOOOOOO!!! now she gets to be the only girl who scored during the whole tournament. that sucked! buttt i went up to her after the semis and patted her back and said nice goal hahaha. gotta have some sportsmanship man. Their team were called the dark knights even though they were wearing white hahaha but anyways they actually won the semis buttt they got disqualified cos they had 8 players in their team when the maximum players you're allowed to have are only 7. It felt a bit awkward going through the finals but they supported us mannnn cos they wanted the other team that got through the finals to lose hahaha. It was great having supporters.

During the semis i injured my thigh man cos i bashed into this 6 ft dude when i tackled him and i dont know how but my thigh was in pain man i couldnt lift it up. So during the finals i couldnt really chase after the ball but i had to play the first half, but its all goooodddd we wonn! i think the scoreline for the final match was 1-0 hahaha.

Our man of the match was Khairul ! he defended like dayummmmm son hahah. Si Man was the best keeper man! he saved a lot of great shots and dayumm did that dude have a lot of luck on his side or whattt~~ a couple of shots hit the post and we seriously thought it was gonna go in but it didnt, he managed to save them. Mel scored 2 goals and Michael scored 8 goals(2 penalties i think)! Both of them were brillliant! Aznan defended like dayummm too mannn and Syak did a lot of the assisting and took some great shots but aiyaa tak masukkk. Its okayyy, next time la.

I want to play football again mann!!! a lot of my muscles are aching but no pain no gain right? haha i hope my right thigh will heal fast cos damn mannn i dont usually get this type of injury and it hurts mannn i cant lift my right thigh without feeling the pain haha. its okayyy, i love sport injuries haha.

anyways pictures and videos will be uploaded when i get my new laptop. ohhh and the prize for this small tournament wre a box of Thorntons chocolate hahah and a bottle of champagne which we gave to Michael.

Otaysss thats it i have to rest my aching body now hahaha

2009-05-03T10:01:00.002+01:00

Today's the big day for the tournament! woohooo!haha i cant wait to play some football. i just wana do some kicking man. football is such a good stress reliever haha.

I feel like im in highscool again man. Just too many things. Eric and Dini were just talking to me about highschool hahaa and now i feel like im back there again. the cold shoulders man or maybe its just paranoia? naah i dont think im paranoid. we'll see.

Its Marius's birthday todayyyyyyy. Happy Birthday Marius! hopefully i can join you and Ash snowboarding next year in Denmark. =D

2009-05-02T00:26:00.005+01:00

Okay its been awhile since i've blogged. i know~ hahaha. hello blogworld XD

I'm just gonna blog about today. I'll blog properly when i get my new laptop XD woohoo! hahaha my acer's LCD has moved on into the darkness..sighhh~i dont know how it happened, it just did.

Anyways a lot has happened and that shall be blogged about when i get a laptop again. I just wanted to say hello to the blogworld again haha and im just kinda bored hahah i want to talk to blank but too hard to catch up at the moment

I played football today with Mel and Syak and then later on with Aznan. Well it was a training session for me hahaha. Mel gave me and Syak pointers on striking haha. i knowww..me strikinggg?? when my position is in defence?its a big difference to me hahah. its hard for me to stay up when i keep thinking of staying down.

Well it was a good training session, thats what i can say haha, though i fell on my ass twice hard cos it was so slippery when i took a couple of practice shots leaving me with a sore leftbuttcheek hhahahha. anyways there were these couple of chavs who were kids haha and they wanted to play so we had a 3 on 3 match with the footballs being our goal, if you know what i mean and the team that i was in (Mel and the lil kid Liam)won! woohooo anddd i scored 2 out 3 so yaayyy! i defended during the last quarter of the lil match and the other kid playing with Aznan and Syak was so annoying haha, he kept taking hard shots when he was only a couple metres away from me. I mean its fine with me if you wanna hit the ball at me but seriously, how are you gonna score like that?

he got me right under my private for that one and he said "what the hell are you doing?" and i replied "defending" then his comeback was " i agree" uhhh apakannn~~ and he asked this silly question "how are you meant to score in this game?"(theyve never played that type of football) and i just went "you aim" hahaha it was so annoying, i was so relieved when we scored the winning goal hahha.

I cant wait for Sunday's tournament now =D i hope it goes well.Its organized by International Student Association. ive got a lil bruise already above my right ankle. woohoo. im playing every game weeee but only half of each game but its alll goood,im still playing all =D

K i guess thats all for now. till next time blogworld. wish me luck for sunday. more updates willl be made next week. insyallah

2009-04-11T10:34:00.009+01:00

Its been a week since ive gotten back from Amsterdam, stayed over for 4 nights only at Fiz Noob's place at Paulaland Den Haag. Im soo lazy to talk about it hahaha but all in all it was great! it was nice being around family again =) oh my parents only found out that i was already in Amsterdam when they called me up the first night hahaha. i sent my mum a text before i boarded the plane but i guess she didnt get it.

Anyways the first day we went around Den Haag and dayumm all the places we went to without fail we saw some lekkerdingen yoo hahah vet baby vet! XD i finally got what Ash meant about the whole European thing hahahaa. And its not just the hot factor its also cos the people there are very nice. At one point, we were trying to find our way to the tram to get to Madurodam and so we were looking at this printed map of ours and this van honked at us and said "if lost, ask the postman" it toook awhile for that to click in our heads hahah. We went up to him and asked the direction to the tram but he suggested that we should walk it cos its not that far, and it was a lovely day to take a walk which was true. In the end we finally found our way to Madurodam.

The second day saw us making our way to Amsterdam by the train. It took around 40mins i think to get to Amsterdam from Den Haag. The train dua tingkat yo hahaha, we were so sakai hahaha. Once we stepped foot out of the central station at Amsterdam and made our way to Anne Frank's house the smell of cannabis invaded our nostrils hahah. It was 10 or 11 in the morning and people were already at the coffee shops smoking it up haha. Oh how i bet someone would be doing the same thing right now over there.( i have not heard from you mister!didnt even call me up before you left ahh, i see you on monday!) Anyways we went to Anne's Franks house, biked in the canal with the canal bike and got lost for 2 hours haha, walked around red light district (oooh la laaa hahaha, nothing much to see though), went in the cannabis museum and lastly the torture museum.

The third day saw us being overwhelmed by flowers at Keukenhoef . The day actually suited our trip there since it was warm and sunny. All we did was took pictures of flowers hahah, nothing else to do actually. That night Fiz took us out for a treat at Vapiano's, an italian restaurant there. I love that place man, the pasta there is greatt! YUM! Everything there is freshly cooked, they cook your pasta right infront of you man and they use new pans to cook it too. its bery coool. After dinner, we went to the pool place there and played pool. Fiz noob played against me and Amal and the first game she lost i think, then she won then she went against Amal then Fiz finally lost then i went against Amal and i won that set.

So yeah thats basically it i guess hahah. Ever since Amsterdam ive been trying to do some revision and yes ive done some already, need my geek mode on man. I need pressure. We're playing netball later on and tomorrow we might go to Alton towers =D insyallah jadi.

Oh Mikey is goin back home on the 20th!! ahhh soo jealous! I'll see you back home soon crazy!okays i shall end this with pics.

We arrived safely

Day 1 at Den Haag - The Parliament

Look its the Willy guy hahaha. for you Noruen

At Madurodam

Day 2 - Amsterdam - the parking space for all the bikes. Cool aye?

We bumped into some of the Malaysians - thats Mel

And thats Khai who was currently mr Batu, with Shek and Air

So we passed the Sex museum hahah thats just the bit at the entrance

One of the many coffee shops there

A lil lab at the Cannabis Museum
One of the many torture devices found
Day 3 - Keukenhoef

p.s to Busur and Uncle Jahar- thanks for lanja-ing us hehe. see you in August!

p.s to mummy and daddy - more pictures are on facebook. Ask Wani to show youu hehe.
miss you and love you

2009-03-30T10:52:00.002+01:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee im goin to AMSTERDAM TOMORROW!!! hehehehe gonna be staying at Fiz the noob's place woot woot! yaaay a holiday!! weeeeeeeeeee!! i cant wait!i need to pack! weeheee! my turn to have a holiday!

2009-03-26T08:44:00.002Z

seriously~you selfish illegitimate offsprings....THINK!!!! for once...GROW UP!!!

stop messing around alreadyyyyy!

if not..then whatever la~do what you guys want man. its your life.

Screw that hill of yours!

2009-03-26T01:02:00.001Z

you know what i miss?

i miss having a haven

2009-03-25T02:09:00.008Z

*squeals & jumps around* aaahhhhhhhhh hahahahahaahah! im so thrilled!! heehehe.

okay okay so from the start, I just talked to Mikey and well theres good news and bad news. the bad news is that, he cant go to Aussie X( cos of financial reasons, bery expensive yooo. buttt he will have trials in KL for the Malaysian team! woohoo! go Mikey!

Hey ape! i bet you cant wait for end of April or early May hahaha but i will warn you be prepared for a lot of verbal abuseeeee andddd swuamiiiiiii you'll get some too hahaha. ahh i cant waittt! if Mikey is still in KL when im back then thatd be awesome! i get to be there when Mikey does a remake of cloverfield on a saturday night and tear KL aparrt ahahahah! hehehe

thats not the only good news hehehehehe. Ash is meant to drive up to Brunei with Douglas but nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww Mr Ford gets to join!!! i cant wait!!! i get to bring around two of my bestbuddies around in Brunei!how great is that! imagine how'd itd be like bringing them around. ahhh chaos~~wonderful chaos hahahahahah! itd be beautiful! id just have to make sure this whole thing is confirmed. I so wish i could join them for the journey to Brunei from kaykay buttt damn it~i dont think i can. Yayy me and Dini get our boys for summer =D hahah more like bitches! woot woot! Dini you soo have to come now that Mikey is joining us. make time laaaa~you can see Reza after that hehehehe. we borrow you during early/mid july laaaa~

Im so thrilled heheheh! now i just have to wait for the date for summer games then i can plan everything out and manage my time with family and friends!

bring it on summer 09!

2009-03-19T20:13:00.003Z

hehehehehehehehe this is some funny shit!im talkin to mikey while baking chocolate chip cookies hehehe and he gave me this link to this video. watch this hehehehe. this is for the two of my monkeys yang tersayang hehehe Mister Michael Raymond Ford and Miss Farah Dini Novita hehehe. i miss you both!!!kisskiss.love youuuuuuu

Amal, Kim and Mizah are over at the moment, brainstorming on what to do for our banner for BEG, Asmah and Beb are out for dinner with their friends, was meant to go but i want to save my chaching. Anyways Mikey is ALMOST confirmed about the rugby thing hehehe. hes got an offer from Australiaaa =DDDD im soo happy for him! so proud of you crazy! =D Well its ALMOST confirmed, but all theyre doing is just asking questions about this and that, so its almost a done deal =D hehehe. YAAYYY!! the sucky thing is i wont be able to see him before he leaves =(( hes leaving soooonn~~~~~you suck Mikey~ur meant to come up to Hull and see mee first! haiyaaa~~but oh well~he might be in KL in september so yayy i get to see mr softy then AND with Dini too! it'll be the THREE of us!!! AGAIN!=D ahh i cant waittt~heheheh

okay back to cookies!

2009-03-17T08:46:00.002Z

Oh no Youtube has taken off the background music for the balloon fight. I was bored and wanted to watch the balloon fight video which happened uhmm 4 summers ago? i cant remember. it was ages ago hahah. So yeah when the video played the song by Dragonforce used for the background music isnt there anymore. Its kinda boring watching it without no music haha. theres no umph factor to it hahaha. I miss that summer, everyone was there. well kinda hahah.

hopefully we can do something like that this summer

2009-03-16T20:24:00.002Z

awww...guess who clicked on me on msnnn~~~haha it was big yeti's lil bro. my swuamiiii XD hahaha Richie!!! hahaha i haven't used swuami in so longgg~and i havent seen him in sooo longg. i miss you kiddo. cant believe you're in KL now at limkokwing, soo grown up already hahah and pheewwiiiittt got a girl sudah. finally man! haahhaha. If only i was in kl then me and dini can bring you out, but Dini busy all the time. aiyaa amoi! bring lil Richie out laa. kasihann diaaaaaa~hahaha. aww u made my day swuami XD couldnt stop laughing man. but ehh that bad habit you've picked up on, not good.

Anyways ive got Richie on board about going to Brunei hehehe hopefully ash is okay with that. insyallah this will all go well hhaaha. itd be really cool though. i have to tell kil about this, mayb we can get more people from kaykay to come over to brunei. i doubt it though. we'll seee how it all goes.

Hmm the weekend that just passed was cool. The netball team from Bradford came down for netball practice. It was fun practicing fullcourt, we really needed it. This Sunday will be the real thing. Brunei Easter Games. Quite nervous for it, but excited too. We're all gonna have fun =D
Oh and im sorry if my gameface attitude is too feisty or ganas or ganas. Cant help it guys haha. so i apologize in advance XD sayang cur pisangsssss

2009-03-11T00:33:00.004Z

alright so video is up on youtube =) im still trying to figure out a way to upload it on facebook. its being a poophead right now. ive tried it a few times already and it wont upload fully. it took forever to upload it on youtube. well at least its up there. A couple of people have already uploaded the video on facebook so i dont think i will upload it on youtube haha. just watch their videos. Zati's video of us is good

here goes:

the end bari malu ahahahahha

2009-03-10T09:14:00.003Z

alright not so much to update over here. well maybe i do hahaha but it doesnt matter.

Okay first thing thats on my mind is that im soo hyped up for summer now =D hahahaha well i still have to talk to my parents about it and i so so so so hope that everything will be okay. The thailand trip is not confirmed due to the sudden change in prices and all. its all gone up so we're all waiting for it to go down and maybe a promotion of some sort. Other than Thailand i cant wait for this other thing to happen hheheheh. Its gonna be awesome!!! i just soo hope i can do it. We need some people though to make it more fun =D the more the merrier =D if only Mikey were back for the summer haaha then that would be extra awesome!orang sesat's trip to brunei hahah. we'll see how this works out first*fingerscrossed*

Putting summer aside, we've got netball. the cur pisangs have been practicing a lot lately, but we've got a few injured as well =S but all gettin better. ive got a minor injure actually at least i think its minor. my right wrist is still hurting. i think my wrist is 2 major sprains away from being fractured hahaah. thats just an assumption. thats how it was for me with my left wrist, except the final touch was due to peter's blast hahaha. i cant really rest it now cos training for netball man.

So other than netball, i've been attending the ISA practices, just to help out the Malaysians. i miss that crowd so yea though we have a few missing faces there. Ah foo, Sookie, Sheeda,who by the way got engaged=) congrats and all the happiness to you both, Yong and lots more la. Dont know where they all went. Oh i finally met Syak's wife. She's so awesome man, very sporting and all hahah. Syak wants me to dance with him for popyeahyeah and bunyi guitar but ive got netball that day soo im sorry. Next year laaa~but aiyoo you guys are graduates by then. its okay we all sneak u in hahah. Ive met some of the new Malaysians as well and theyre all pretty nice haha. Practice again on wednesday. i need to brush up the pop yeah yeah and bunyi guitar dance. i'll figure something out. The fan dance has totally been rechoreographed, but thats alright. its something new.

Hmm maybe this should've been the first thing that i mentioned haha but okay soooo Farah and I performed on Sunday for the BruManch Talentime. We performed a medley of Ella's Rama-rama and Faizal Tahir's Gemuruh. I havent played guitar infront of an audience in soo long~i just realized the last time i did was back in Alice Smith for our lil band called Arrowlace haha. I played the lil minor solo on electric hahaha. At least that one i was okayy haha but on Sunday i screwed up hahahahahahahahaha. it was sooo nervewrecking. i have no idea whyyy i was soo nervous haha. The nerves got to me that i forgot to change the chord during one part of the song haha so i was a chord behind. whoops~im so sorry Farah and Bruhullians. I wasnt the only one who was nervous, Farah was really nervous as well haha and i bet everyone could tell we both were when we were on stage hahah especially towards the end, that was such a giveaway hahaah me mindlessly waving to the crowd before running off stage haha. Its okayy next yearrrr we'll do it again haaha and hopefully the next time our nerves wont get the best of us. All in all, we all had fun. I had a chance to meet new people and and some of my friends as well. Sis Ervy was there in the audience, front row man hahah with Intan and si Zemah!! hahah =D her boyfriend Arif and the other dude with the raspy were awesome mann.my dudeeeee Zaf!! she was there hahaah and zafff i miss you! why cant i tagur u on msn =( itd be soo cool if u were there man.My cousin Wahidah was there too, she texted me when i was on the train asking if i was performing haha. Iqah was there too haha she won a camera during the lucky draw haha. siukkkkk~ Wan was there to. Oh and Kash was there to perform Mr Brightside. I want to thank all the supporters heheh especially Amal,Kim Beb, Asmah, Mizah, Fairuz, Mas and Syukri. Farah and Didi sayang kamuu semua =D thanks for pushing us to do this hahhaah. Thanks for making us practice and all. next year lagi ah? hahahahah and Syukri, you are soo singing. im gonna get Atik to do it tooo hehehe. Amal~u should do it too hahah okay tuuu haha.haha now im excited for next year hahaha!

Okay i will stop dragging it now haha. Ive got class til 6 and then we're all out for a movie =D hehe cant wait, i have a choice of Confessions of a Shopaholic or Watchmen. I might watch Confessions of a Shopaholic. Man this week is very hectic, cos tomorrow ISA practice, on Thurs we've got dinner outting then Friday netball practice, Saturday im either free or goin to York and Sunday is our lil mini tournament with BruBradford and a netball team from Hull. So busyy~hahah im liking this. haha ooh i need to call mum, shes in Brunei right now. i wonder when shes back in KL.

Okays thats it. Pictures are up on facebook =D im trying to upload the video now~its taking forever~~~

2009-03-09T00:12:00.000Z

two words.......

go figure

2009-02-25T23:06:00.002Z

Just got back from netball an hour ago. It was so annoying ptoday hahaha. well just cos we were noisy playing netball ahem...especially me hahaa like usual hahah.and the boys who were playing football opposite from our court kept imitating us when we were laughing and so ku lawan balik la hahahah i started to be more noisy hahaha.lawan tah lagi..then when they did it again i went ehh hamkachan,cibai, pukima blablabla hahahahah~i dont know why i was so feisty tadi. i even blurted out the whole son of a toot when i mispassed the ball. whoops~hahaha too many things suppressed hahaha

Oh i just found out theres news about Mikey. I talked to him last night and unfortunately he didnt get the apprenticeship for uhmm was it Rolls Royce?=( Sorry mikey sayang. Even the rugby team he didnt get. BUTTTTT i talked to him on the phone before netball and he might get in this rugby away team kinda thing. It'll be in Newzealand or Australia. Its not confirmed yet, but will be soon and fingerscrossed he gets in man. If he does then he wont be in the UK anymore =( where am i gonna stay when im in london now? hahahha oh well~hahah its okay la. If he does get in and go, one thing he MUST do before he goes is to come up to Hull and visit ME!! heheheh finally!!! will be seein you soon hopefully orang putih yang sesat dari bukit padang hahah. oh and if he does then he'll be leavin by mid march. so soon~~mannn u leave me with ash? hahah just kidding. me loves u both

I think i will get new sport shoes soon cos i keep gettin blisters after i jog. My morning jog didnt go according to plan hahah. We were meant to jog at 6:30 but i woke up at 6:45 and so i just wanted to sleep in but Ucup woke me up hahaha and i tried calling Beb but she was still in bed so it was just me and Ucup joggin around the park. It was okay la, we were goin at a faster pace than usual cos i was in a rush since i had class that morning hahaha.

2009-02-24T23:16:00.002Z

heheh yaaay my ape forgives meee =D heheh i miss you too amoi! ehh i better be seeing u more than twice ahhh~esssh~

So nothing much has been going on. Cur Pisangs are starting to practice for BruNotts easter games which will be held on the 22nd of March, the same day as ISA culture night. I actually just found out today from Alvin. He called me up during dinner and when i heard his voice i was like oh crap~~~is it about malaysia culture night? cos im supposedly the coordinator for that hahahaha but it turns out that MCN cant be held this year due to lack of funds. So instead of MCN it was about ISA. Alvin wants to me learn the chinese dance steps again so i can help out with the choreography for the chinese dance and also stuff with the ISA night stuff. That means ive got more things to do. ive already got netball practice on monday, tuesday and wednesday nights 8-10pm and then i think one practice during the weekend. And i really wanna keep to my jogging routine hahaha. I'll have too much time on my hands without the activities sooo might as well do them right? since im free. why not?

Man id have to look back into the chinese dance to remember the steps again hahaha cos i totally forgot. It wouldve been fun competing for ISA again. It was so much fun last year! oh well, i have next year right? just hope it wont clash with netball again.

okays im off to bed now. its late and i have to get up early at around 6am, wake up Ucup then go joggin with him and Beb. so night nights people!

2009-02-18T22:55:00.002Z

uh ohhhh~~im in trouble. no no no Dini~dont be madddd.ofcourse im excited to see u. aiyaa look at what i said in that facebook note about only see u twice. see how upset i was for just only seeing u TWICE!!! essh~and i only said that cos they're never there. aiyaa dont be jealous ba. you know i love you more! see this post is just for you. heheh. come on la ape~i know u love me too hahaah XDDD mwahmwah!

2009-02-17T18:49:00.003Z

Today has been amazingly warm =)

I finally caught up a bit with Ash today before class. I made him call me(like usual muahaha) when i was walking to class. I dont think hes been up to much but i know that Tania(his lil sis) will be coming here to the UK. She's waiting for LSE's reply right now. Goodluck Tania.

I've got a blister on my left foot. darn it~its cos i went jogging earlier today. Beb, Farah and I went joggin at 6:30am man, before the sun was even up hahhaha. On the way back home i kinda got shocked cos this dude on a bike suddenly went "good lass, keep it up" to me hahah. Hmm i think i want to pop my blister, and maybe i can jog again tomorrow. its a good escape to everything. ooh i cant wait to go swimming~need to buy swimming suit~oh but..oh man~

I'm meant to go dancing tonight but decided to cancel due to some cha ching reasons hahaha. oh instead of going to Pisa i'll be going to Rome instead. cool beans i cant wait.

ah yes~one major thing. I will be back in KL once again. Its not that i dont want to be in KL. i do~its fun. I love the house there and the neighbourhood and once again i'll be able to catch up with the boys there and all but Razmy wont be there~oh no~anyways i was hoping to finally be back in brunei so that there wouldnt be a lot of hassle flying here and there~now i have to organize how im goin to spend my summer again. If my family moved back to brunei then all i ahve to do is just fly over to Kaykay thats all and maybe do that trip with the AOLs to Thailand. BUT now~~ i'll be going to KL, need to decide how long i'll be staying there before heading off to brunei or to kaykay~if i go to kaykay i wanna be there for less than 2 weeks?have time to climb mount kinabalu again with Ash and people who want to join and ofcourse catch up with everyone back home over there. Eric and Sunello u two have to be back!! Eric u can beat Ash in badminton and Sunello, u can show us what uve got in futsal heheh. So if thats sorted then i just have to decide how long im staying in Brunei and when im going back, cos i will be playing netball for Cur Pisang in the Lufbru summer games. So much to think about~ oh and Tina wants to go to Perhentian~~haiyaa~~i think id have to take a raincheck on that since i already went to Penang with them last year. i really wanna go back to kaykay. i miss that part of home.

Hmm okay it seems like being in KL is bad or something hahah. its not bad its good, especially for my parents. i should call up my dad soon and email my mum about summer. maybe tomorrow. All in all, im happy and kinda a lil upset about stayin in KL again. Just cos i'd be flying here and there again and my parents will be in KL again working which sucks~unless they're given a holiday(which i think they should) and i'll be missing out on raya again But its okay~next year is the final year and i can go back anytime i want hahahah. Everything happens for a good reason right? And this will be good for Afiq so he wont be alone in KL. I dont trust KL with Afiq hahahahaahha. i didnt say i didnt trust you hahah woo. and oi! you havent facebooked me back about that status!!

2009-02-16T07:51:00.003Z

Its only 8 minutes to 8 in the morning, its still so early. I finally slept properly, kinda. Finally didnt wake up in the middle of the night...oh wait~~~i did wake up~hahhaha and knocked down a glass too.Good thing it didnt break. I haven't been sleeping in my room since hmm... Tuesday? or was it Monday? oh whichever~It dont really matter. I think i've been sleeping alot ahhaha. Its very bad~

Anyways Leeds~it was alright, it was fun. We all had fun right?We came in 5th out of 5 teams~hahahaha so ofcourse the winner was one of the Lufbru teams and that went to Lufbru Remix, with LufBru Shuffle(which Iqah was in) taking 1st runner up and BruBrad taking 2nd runner up.

After the tournament most of us caught the 4:38pm train back to Hull. I didnt really wanna go back home yet so i stayed with Asmah and Syaz at the Starbucks in the station but then change of plans cos i called Ucup up and they were plannin to go eat somewhere so i decided to follow the boys. It was just Syukri, Ucup, Gmie and Wan from Loughbrough. We ate at chicken cottage. yummm~~~~~but i dint have any appetite to eat once i ordered my food. damn it!

Since it was Valentines day, us girls were meant to go out to Coffee Planet cos its a tradition but i think most of us didnt have any mood to go or were too tired. Once i got home, i showered then lied down on the couch like usual and fell asleep.whoops~hahaah

Yesteray we didnt really do anything. Mas, Mizah and Farah were here the whole day and when we watched that Indian movie Fanaa Kim came over. Amal left 20mins after the movie started hahaha. I kept on laughing at u know the characters hahahaha and the dance hahaha. calie~ Ohh ive got news about BruManch Talentime. Farah has already picked a song to sing and it willl be an acoustic group performance. So on the 8th of March, most of us Bruhullians will be down in Manchester to support the duo.

AND yesterday a Luna guitar caught my eye, its a new one! coming out soon on stagebeat. i wanna get it~~~its either i get the Henna design or the new butterfly design. i want the butterfly actually hahaha. But its not out yet. I still like the red hot ibanez better though~i still havent let go of that yet. GRRR~why didnt the GAK people just tell me earlier~cos now i want a red guitar~

Talked to Zul just now on Facebook. Congrats to Epic Rhythm; Zul and Nd for 2nd runner up and Rhythm Fusion; Amal, Niz & Lea.

Christina emailed us girls(Miko, Mei, Hema and Zoe) about summer. She wants to go to perhentian and chill, dive, snorkel, sunbath, lie on the hammock, just relax and all. Hmm im not sure if i will be in KL yet. And im so sorry Tina, i really wish i could go down to London this weekend and see you and Mei. But me needs to save up for Easter~Im already goin to Manchester on the 8th of March and Nottingham on the 22nd. And we're planning to go to Italy as well for only £269. We'll be at Pisa i think and a day trip to Venice. Its all a plan yet so not yet confirmed. If this blows then Ash wants to take me to Amsterdam and France.

Most pictures are up on Facebook already.

displacement

2009-02-13T23:58:00.005Z

we're going to Leeds tomorrow!=D heheheh cur pisangs will be competing for netball again. yaayyy!!

oh oh yesterday it was snowing heavily~Asmah and Mizah didnt get to play with snow last time sooo we played outside on torrington street. it was fun~~~Syukri kept bullying me by throwing snowballs at me but its okay i got him back muahahahaha byyyyyy~~~~shoving a snowball down his back nyahahaha. kacau lagi aku~~

Anyways i made a snowman with them woohoo!!!just a small midget one just up to under my chest and it ended up being on top of someones car. i have no idea how it got there. Mizah was the one who told me to look out the window to see what happened to the snowman. Its okay though the snowman fell i think, cos the next morning it was on the sidewalk~oh well~~ I should sleep now. its late. Leaving the house at 9:30am. i'll leave the post with pictures.

yes they love the snowman

And so do I hahaha

When me and Kim were at Manchester after exams

Sports Week

After playing squash with Asmah

badminton from 11- 1pm

Squash from 6-9pm

After squash some ass kicking in football from 9-10:30pm

SON OF A CRAP!!!!!!

2009-02-10T12:28:00.002Z

i cant believe this is happening~~~NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~

unbelievable man~~my red hot ibanez guitar has been discontinued and soooooooooo i wont be getting it! fudge fudge fudge fudge fudge!! what a day~~~the second worst thing to happen. unbelievable~i mean they finallly check up on the damn thing after nagging now and then. Its been almost 2-3 months man~ive waited patiently. At least i didnt get the call yesterday or else damnn would that have been a day.

Id have to find an alternative guitar~effing hell~~ahh screw it~im too busy to find another replacement. i'll do it next time when i have time. geez~that was the only thing i was looking forward to this month.

So i guess i'll be saying GOODBYE to this and that~~FOREVER(excuse the overdramaticness hahaha)

GOODBYE red hot ibanez guitar~

2009-02-10T09:05:00.006Z

Christina is coming to London soon~~mann i wanna see her. .it'd be good to see her face and Mei's and Zoe's and maybe Lilin and maybe Phillip ahahah. you can never know who you bump into in London. Last time i saw Arif somewhere around Harrods.

But yeah it'd be good to see the girlies and have fun with them. just like old times. I miss the ASS girlies. we had lots of fun in year 13. Especially when we made a video for valedictory and our psychology presentation. we had this stupid heroes theme to explain the behavioural approach. Heroes was the in-series at the time and me and Hema had these abilities that we couldnt control cos we kept lashing out on each other. We had to think of the effects ourselves and do it manually ahahah. The valedictory was based on Desperate Housewives theme ahahah i have no idea why~ i think its cos 5 of us wanted to share a video and since theres 5 main characters we decided on a Desperate Housewives theme hahaha. Since i was hmm the shortest and was more likely to fit the role of Gabrielle~i was her~ahahah. i was not excited to wear a dress man. but~~~u have to be in character though most of the time i wasnt ahahah. im terrible at it man. ahhaah in front of people i cant do it. id burst up laughing. whoops~ahhaah oh well.

So here goes the videos:

Our valedictory video- it was the first video in the line up as well during assembly which was good cos people started laughing.just cos someone got pushed into the pool.

Psychology Presentation
Part 1

Part 2

2009-02-07T02:52:00.002Z

hello =D

so ive been neglecting the blog again~ahahah no surprise there. its almost 3am in the morning and im next door using Syukri's laptop. Amal and Jon are playing guitar heroes and the two boys here next to me; Syukri& Ash are playing big two.

We just got back from watching Valkyrie and Underworld! hahaha. well we got back around 1:30am. It was only me and the 3 boys; Ash, Syuk&Jon watching underworld cos the girls didnt want to stay for the late show for udnerworld. The girls; Mizah, Amal, Kim&beb watched the 8:20pm Valkyrie show with us though except for Jon and Syukri. The movies were awesome. especialy the black dude in underworld! heeheeee ahahahahahha *deepvoice* ahahhaahha. we kept laughing when he used his deepvoice. SOO FUNNNEEEE!

Man ive been sleeping late for the whole week. yesterday i slept around 4am then i had class at 10 so i had to wake up at 9 ahaha~~and that day it was such an active day. i had class from 9-11am so i woke around 8am to catch that class, it was alright la the class. Lecturers are gettin strict nowadays. Anyways after class we had 2 hours of badminton then i had 5 hours of rest at home. Me and Ash just watched Russel Peters before we had to head off to squash with Mizah and Syukri. Asmah met us up at the student union. Playing squash was goood~~i finally get to see how u play squash when i played with ash ahahahah. i sucked goin against him. he thrashed me 15-4 man~ahhahahaha but its okayy~i got skills now XD i know how to use the walls woohooo!!!! Well we were meant to play til 8pm only but then Rusdi texted me asking if we wanted to join for football at 9pm at the astroturf. And sooooo since Ash is in town and since i havent played in SOO LOONGGG ofcourse i couldnt turn it down. It was friggin cold man~~but it was gooood~we played til 10:30pm

It felt soo good to play football again hehehhe. i was quite happy with myself when i got to intercept the ball from si Nash muahahahah! annnddddd stealing the ball away from the boys tooo~and i annoyed Ash ont he court too muahahahha. i didnt wanna be on the same team. i wanted to go against him and tackle la~the thing that sucked was that i wanted a goal and yeah sure si Man tried to assist me but the ball never got to me ahahah. I kept complaining about wanting to get a goal and in the end i did~~~~an ONGOAL~~ahaa~~~~~~the ball hit the inside of right foot and soo it deflected towards the goal~Gmie couldnt save it~aiyaaa~~~I think i will be sick soon ahahah cos it was raining as well when we played. we finally finished til the lights were turned off.

Its fun to have a busy week hehehe. i cant wait for swimming next next week! that means shopppin for a new swimsuit!!WOOHOOO!!! yaaaay!! swimming! oh i cant wait!weeeeeeeeee~

Otays i shall stop now. Cos the two boys are waiting for me to stop. Ash is leaving tomorrow but not sure what time. im meant to go joggin tomorrow but i think i should sleep in so i can recover myself.

i'll post in some pictures soon. maybe tomorrow. insyallah.

til next time. oh oh oh the tags i'll try to do them okays? im not sure when. but insyallh i will do them babes =)

2009-01-25T10:12:00.004Z

Ive been neglecting this blog ahahah. so sorry~been trying to be busy with revision. Tomorrow is my last paper woohoo!!! and right after that i'll be in Manchester again. yaaay!! mannn i think ive been spending too much. i have to cut myself off ahaha. no more shopping. well after this trip it will be the last hehe. i hope~this month its all on american eagle and some candy from amazon weee~~~sugar!! ahaha

I hope my guitar will be here soon! im tired of waiting for it~sexy hot red ibanez.i need a name for it.

Hmm...im blank now aha~theres nothing much going on here in Hull. not for this month. next month on valentines day we'll all be in Leeds =D Hull has been invited to participate in this tournament that theyre having heheh. we'll be participating for football and netball. soooo Cur Pisangs are back!!!! and uhmm so far not prepared ahaha. Im sure captain Amal will start pushing us soon after everyone is finished with their exams. yaayyy training!!! i miss sports!

oh oh oh and guess what will come on the 27th! we'll have rock band!!! All of us who are planning to play it are pitching in for it hehhe weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! boredom begone~ahahhaha yaay!and and and i think Syukri is set in buying a flat screen tv too yaay!!! heheheh. but i wont be able to play til i get back from manchester. darn~oh well. ooooooh ive just realized, if we do have rockband by the 27th and Ash comes then we all can playyy! woohooo!! Awangku Ashari ahahah now we've got games to play. and yes we will watch underworld, if you come over. oh oh and Asmah is back so u have a reason to come here ahahahah. i leave you two alone man. biar kamu! ahahahah

oh ive been thinking about summer ahaha. i really wanna go back to lil ol kaykay~i miss it!plus i really really wanna climb mount K again. i need something physical ahah. i havent told my parents yet but i so wanna go back to kaykay. can i please please?????

ahh home sweet home

Atik suggested that we drive over there. i wouldnt mind man. ROAD TRIP! woohoo! anyone interested? a big group would be awesome!!!! then Tik you can try climb mount K too!! if not you can go to mesilau while i climb the mount with those who will. i reallly really wanna go back up there again. the view is amazing!! stunninggg~~~its worth it man. plus once you've done it you can proudly say u've climbed half of mount everest.well it wont exactly be the same ahahah. but dont you think its cool that you're able to say that? heheheh

So yes summer~~i cant wait for you! i hope this time i'll be flying back directly to Brunei. There's no news of when my parents are heading back there yet. well i asked my brother and he said end of Feb or early March. but i dont know if i can count on that. it keeps on changing. so yeah. i just want to use RBA really, so i can bring more stuff back home ahahah.withoutttt having any excess baggage.

Okay that is all. i should do more revising. ahhhh~theories of personality~you are killing me.

mayday!mayday!we are sinking! bery ffunnnnnneeeee!

2009-01-12T15:52:00.001Z

watch watch watch! hahhaha

2009-01-06T23:53:00.005Z

She turns 10 today!!!=D HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY SIS! i cant believe you got an MP3 for a present~you're still soooo younggggggggggg~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ im not jealous!! whatever~hahahahha wait til you see the stuff i got for you. you'll love them~especially the last one that i got you from H&M.

2008-12-27T03:31:00.009Z

ive been soo lazy to update my blog ahahha~my blog is kinda dead nowadays~ anyways im back in Hull!!! It was boxing day yesterday! anddd i didnt really spend a lot hahah i guess im saving up for London~well its too soon to say i havent spent a lot cos today's another day for shopping! hehe

Got back to Hull on the 23rd which was my unofficial 21st monthsary with ze Jerk =) i miss you~hope ur havin fun over back in Kayelle.

Before going back to Hull, we stopped by at Manchester. We spent the day there with Ash. He and his mum picked me and Atik up from Piccadily station. Its been so long since ive seen Aunty Karen, it was good to see her again. It was nice of her to drive us to Old Trafford and back to the station again that day. Soooo nothing much happened in Manchester, we just took the tour around Old Trafford. It was FUN! hahaha when we saw the pitch, i went like woahhh~~~thats soo cooool~they keep the pitch warm and all man~then when the tour guide informed us that we'll be goin in the changing rooms Ash got soo excited hahaahha XD Well at first he said "the place you've been dreaming about Dd"*snorts*yeah right ash~*so i retaliated and said "no! its the place that YOU'VE been dreaming about!"*outloud* hahahha but seriously~he was more excited than i was hahaha. but no worries, hes straight hahaha. Atik's not into football but she knows who Ronaldo is,to her, hes the "cute one" really?? haha she was happy that she got to sit where he sits in the changing room. After Old Trafford, we went to Trafford Centre and this was torture for me~~~cos i didnt get to shop and there were sooo manyyyyy shops!!!! its shopping heaven man~i wanted to look around so badly but i was sooo hungry~ash wasnt helping at all~he kept telling me about all the shops though he really doesnt know anything about it hahah.

I always bring Jimbo arounddd

We didnt get to play foosball there =( cos the tour was about to start~~~and we had already put in our money lagi tu~talur~we wouldve gone back to play but i was soo hungry once the tour was finished

yeah man they keeo it warm~

Gigg's his man

Ronaldo made it up for Atik hahaah

Okay this is him being kambang about Manchester's past victories in the premier league and u know beating Arsenal~jahat~~~im not that mean~

We wanted to take the grass tpi ndadpt~~

Nothing much happened once we got back to Hull, me and Atik have just been watching movies with the Matzahris and Syukri next door. The first night, we watched the convenant hahaha Kim gushed over the 4 underwear models. Thats why they're halfnaked most of the time in the movie hahah underwear models~Last night we watched The Ruins after our stroll in the park hehe that was fun. We kept playing even though it was dark already hahah. but it was sooo cooolddd~~it was my first time goin to Pearson Park hahah.

And YESTERDAY~~~was boxing day!! soooooo theres nothing else to do but SHOP!!!! there was no bus in the morning, or mayb it wasnt frequent sooo we WALKED all the way to the city at 9am. when we got there people were already shopping~damn mann~~if we were in London we'd be out at 8am go walk around first til the shops open then shop til we drop. Gila in London u have to rush man~but hereeeee its very relaxing hahahaha. but me being me~i got so used to the tempo in London last year that i was rushing everything hahah then Syukri tagured and said "D, slow down, its not London" hahahah awu ehh~everyone else was going through everything so slow hahah, no rush~nda payah boxing wa hahah. we went to Burtons first with the boys and apatu~kami bali barang orang dulu wa hahahah. the first day is meant to be for us buttt~good prices plus i wanted to get a hold of this shirt in FCUK for someone. rugged kali ah~~ive been waiting since i first saw it last month. its only gone down by £5 but oh well~lawa wa~i just have to get it. I think im done shoppping for the boys~just need to get a cheap jersey for Afiq and another thing for dad. i got mum a bag already hehee, i hope she likes it hahah. Later we're shoppping for all the peeps back home~hopefully we'll get good stuff. i wanna return this jacket arah Debenhams. i dont know~i dont think i'll use it all the time and its £17.50. masih mahal tu~

So thats it~til next time people~i'll upload some pictures from Ash's visit and some from Keele next time cos this blog is too dead haaha.

2008-12-22T08:27:00.006Z

Its my last day in Keele, tomorrow me and Atik will be leaving this place and we'll be stopping by at Manchester where we'll meet Ashley. I think we'll be dropping by at his place to leave our stuff thenn we'll go to tour the Old Trafford =D yayyy! heheh well i hope that plan works out. We'll be leaving really early from Keele, probably around 9am so we'll arrive Manchester by 10am. This is why i love open tickets heheh =D you can take any train and any route you want, just as long as you do leave on that day. We're planning to leave Manchester by 4p.m or 5p.m. Then im back home in Hull =D

Keele sooo different from Hull. I feel so much safer in Hull than Keele hahaha. Maybe its cos its the holidays now and its very quiet cos everyone has gone back for christmas so the campus is deserted and everything but the places that ive so far seen are kinda dodgy. It wouldnt be safe for just girls to be walking down the street here or in an alleyway, you'd need a guy. Like yesterday, me and Atik went to the shopping mall at Hanley which is quite alright la, and well we finished by 4p.m but before goin back we wanted to get food first and go to the station to do Atik's railcard. So we took the bus to this halal restaurant, the stop to the restaurant wasn't exactly where the restaurant was, you'd still have to walk from the bus stop to the restaurant and when we were walkin there, there was this silver merc full with guys and as we passed them they went "hey hey sexy"blablabla and im like ughhh yeuckk~disgusting but at the same time since it was already dark at the time, ofcourse id be scared la cos i mean it was only me and Atik and ive heard aa lot of stories about this place here and there so yeah~we were soo thankful they were gone by the time we got out food. So yeah my overall view for Keele and Stoke would be hmmm not a place where id want to live in. Maybe Keele can still change my mind today haha or the next time i visit, though i doubt it. aha~

Anyways yesterday we went shopping! hahah i wasnt really meant to, i just wanted to look around but we went into Burton and it was 50% off~so i got stuff for the boys, then went to Topshop and me and Atik got some stuff from there,then there was TieRack so i bought more scarves for the aunts hehe, and thennn we went to Republic and me and Atik fell in love with these Converse shoes. Im not really a big fan of Converse, I usually look for Kswiss but these one are cooollll soo yeah we had to have it. Once again i spent a lot in one go hahaha. shitness~its not even boxing day. I asked for opinions for the converse, i called Azim butttt all i got from him was to get them since i want them haha~i guess its cos Arsenal was starting to play at the moment. Well i wasnt satisfied with that so i called Kim hahah and she weighed out everything for me haha like if they have it in Hull or not and no they weren't, how the shoes looked like, how much it costs and that its much more expensive to buy in KL. sooooo after a 10 min run through of whether i should get them or not, she said that i should hahaha just as long as i dont get a new one til next year hahaha. So i got them! yaaaay!!

We got back to Atik's place early, we were meant to go to the library to get her boooks but we were tired hahaha. she lives on campus but the walking distance just haiyooo, no la~cannot do. hahaha so malas after a day of shopping. At one point we were sooo bored, we decided to do our wishlist for boxing day and mannnn we have a lot of people to shop for! we're gonna be broke hahaha. After that we got sooo bored again that we decided to waste Atik's christmas cards. I was like "why did you buy lots and lots of christmas cards" and they all came in packs soo she had a lott! She told me that the bimbo girls told her too. So lame~hahahah

anyways wasting them was so much fun hahaha. Atik had this idea to just give everyone on her block a card by slipping it under their doors hehehe. i started to get ideas on what to write haaha, we were laughing the whole way when writing the cards.

All cards had:

"Merry Christmas & Happy New Year =)"

thenn they were either signed with:

"Love Anonymous" or Signed Anonymous" = by ME hehe

A signature of Atik's name hahaha = by ATIK heheh

Then the cards done by me had either:

"You're awesome!!!"

"You're Cool!!!"

"You're not alone for christmas!!"

"Wazzzuuuuppppp......" hahaah cos we had just watched the budiweiser ad again.

Then the envelope bit of the card had either:

"May the Force be with you" and some we added "Wazzuuupppp...before that hahah"

"Hello =)" or just a "=)"

" I come in Peace*with a peace sign at the end of that"= by yours truly =D

The actual fun was slipping it under their doors hahha most of the rooms were empty but some weren't and we had to run after we slipped them in hahaha. One point we heard this guy laugh and we thought we had just slipped a card under his door and we jetted off back to the room quite fast hahaha laughing all the way hahaha. that was fun!

I slept quite early at first but i kept waking up cos of Atik or cos it was pretty warm. I woke up around 3ish i think and Atik was webcamming with squared face Amal hahahahaha, they were using video effects hahah and it was so funny. there was this hand effect that Amal had haha that was pretty hilarious. we couldnt stop laughing. Amal is in Kaykay right now with Kil and Wafi and Hafiz and Hadi, staying at the old house there. Man i MISS kaykay! i wanna go back next summer! i have to! Amal talked about going to Thailand next summer. we always plan these things but it never happens cos well parents saying this and that, but i really think we're old enough now to have our own trips.

Alright so thats it. time to wake Atik up and shower. I need to sort out hers and mumu's Hsbc account. for some reason they keep delaying it, its been 2 months already. time to complain! hahahaha

Oh Azim should be arriving in Kayelle right now. He's gone over there for the holidays with his family, goin back to BruLand on the 30th i think. yayyy its my turn to be spoiled! hahahahha! XD anyways hope u have fun bebeh. i love you so much. i miss you already. you forgot something of mine td in ur phonecall.oh oh oh i DARE you to do the fishspa!!!!i betttt you wouldnt be able to do it! gonna text you after this about this heheh.

2008-12-20T02:27:00.004Z

I'm in Keele!!!!!im at Atik's =D and and and i just watched TWILIGHT! woohoo~ well twilight was awesome!!! finalllyyyyy its out here in the UK~after waiting for soo long~well they did miss out on bits and all but what can u expect~they always cut out bits but all in all its awesome! i loved it!! i cant wait to watch it again with Kim and Amal (say hi to brunei for me mal hehe)

I watched it just now with Atik and her friends, 3 of her friends whooo i am soo sorry to say are alll bimbos~like theyre actually blondes but in disguise~you'll find out why after this. I'll start off with getting over here first or maybe i'll start off with yesterday's outting in york hahaha.

I went to York to join Kim and her family and Syukri at the designer outlet there, Ash ofcourse had to follow heheh cos i wanted to go there. but its all good cos i got him a christmas present there. sorry u didnt get ur tie rack haha. Man its sooo siuk to shop there hahah cos ada BENCH!!! like dude~its sooo awesome! hahah i went all hyper there, but the thing was i was shopping with the boys (syuk and ash) cos kim was with her mum most of the time.so when asked for opinions, id be hmmm should i trust their judgement or not hahaah just kidding it was all goood. it was actually my first shopping spree ever! haha its the first time that i spent a lot in one go man hahaha and its not even boxing day! i've got levi's , becnh , dkny and gap. i love my new dkny bag hehehe. and i chose the RIGHT colour! so hahhh! u two lose! hahaah =p

Oh yesterday was the first time that all the Bruhullians(except for the guys, syukri not included) met Ash. Kim's family got to meet him too since we shopped with them the whole day of yesterday. they were all surprised that he can understand and speak a bit of malay, just like how when most of my Bruneian friends find out that Mikey can speak and understand it. hhehe its soo funny how Sulhi goes all estatic when Ash talks back in malay hahah. i guess im used to it hahah.

Anyways Keele~soo me and Ash left the house to catch the 1:38pm train. His desitination was to Manchester since his family is there and mine's to Keele =D via Stoke On Trent. I thought there would be a delay goin to Stoke on Trent from Manchester since there was a train that got derailed yesterday, but luckily i was fine, i missed the train that i was meant to get on to when i arrived at Manchester so me and ash just chilled in Starbucks til i got on the next train.

An hour later, i arrived in Stoke on Trent, Atik's flat mate drove her to the station to pick me up so that was nice. She's cool man, she can drive a stick, and to me thats awesome hahaha. Keele's really big~like damn~doesnt remind me of Hull at all. Okay im gonna skip all the boring bits hahah and go straight to where me and Atik were seated in Pizza hut waiting for her bimbo friends. We initially planned to watch the 9pm show, so before we went to Pizza Hut we bought the tickets first, but the thing was~it was already 8pm when me and Atik had ordered and were still waiting for them~like dude! u wanna catch a 9pm show come early to the place if you wanna have dinner before that la~i mean seriously, they act like blondes~(not saying blondes are dumb but u know im just using the stigma attached to the word blonde) They finally came around 8:15 and they wanna have dinner too right so we had to change tickets and get hte 11pm show.

So strike one is coming late for dinner; an hour before the movie starts. Thennnnn comes strike two, where number 2 (im just gonnna use numbers to refer to them) spills her apple juice on me cos she goes all bimbo and knocks the juice on to the table and so the juice went down to my jeans, i was freakin wet!and and she got some on my NEW DKNY bag!!! that bag originally costs £180 k~so excuse me if i suddenly turned sour and bitter. she knocked her apple juice cos well we were all given a nutcracker each right and well number 1 wanted to pop it but number 2 was like no dont do it here do it outside(like it'd be big a POP! are u seriouslyyy like DUH???)and she started to be so sakai so she was moving her hands all over the place and she knocked off her apple juice so then i ended up wet. my god!

From then on i think she was scared to talk to me, i did try to be all perky and nice Dd again once i dried off and when i felt a bit better, but i think she was still scared or something. I brought up the topic of Malaysia since shes from Malaysia and i told her how ive lived there for 5 years and all but masih jua macam bimbo~apakantu~

Strike three and you're out!

Then strike three~ was after the movie. I found out that none of them had read all the books of Twilight and were just following the big hype thats Twilight has right now. They were all gushing about Edward and all(seriously~fictional character~get over it!) I found out cos i told Atik if Bella turns into a vampire in one of the books so she was telling them the answer and number 2 went oh no dont tell me~and ofcourse i was like okayy~am i the only one here(that night)who followed twilight before it went big? number 2 asked me if ive read all the books already. ofcourse la~

After strike three, strike four came~this was when we were waiting to go home. Since we changed from watching the 9pm show to the 11pm show i thought they knew how to get home BUT NOOOOOO they didnt~i mean~seriously~~~~~i had to take in charge and im not even from Keele!!! how the hell am i supposed to know how to get back~obviously there would be no buses after midnight! did u not know that? but they said " oh usually people get home from the revolution(a pub over there) at this hour". So what if they get home from there, it doesnt mean they used the bus. obviously they used a taxi. So we decided to wait for a taxi, and i was like ayee~~you have to order a cab not wait for one. seriously none of them did anything til i suggested it to Atik. i suggested that we should call a cab but thennn no one knew the area code~i mean uhh DUH!!! thats the first thing you should know if you;re goin to be out late~seriously man~inda pandai jaga diri eh~me and Atik's phone died so we couldnt call. I tried using Atik's phone earlier but it died after my first attempt in figuring out the area code so we used number 2's phone instead skalinya~~bulih~~none of them wanted to talk and order a cab~its just saying"hi i'd like to order a cab for 5 people please" thats all man! is it that hard to say that! sooo they gave the phone to me instead so i ordred one la. i got soo annoyed~how much of a bimbo can u be man~oh oh and then what made them more bimbo was that they were gushing over Edward and Bella~whennn we were in a situation where drunk people were everywhere around us, this old man kept going to us and all eee brigali eh~ And they were talking about atu tplang~i mean im all about Twilight but seriously~theres a time and place for that. so damn irresponsible man! cakap lagi pasal twilight tapi noobs eh.

So thats it i guess~i cant believe i watched Twilight with them~it was fun watching with Atik though haha even though shes never read the book but shes not one of those who gush about Edward and make a deal about him. ughhh im just soo friggin annoyed~ soo irresponsible all of them. I dont care if they think that im a bitch cos im not one if they dont act like such stuck up irresponsible bimbos, plus i wont be seeing them anymore.i hope i wont anyway.

Okay thats a wrap~im done letting it all out hahaha. i feel so much better now. im gonna wash up and get rest now.

i miss you soo muchhh loser=)

dont worry i made it back to Atik's room safely.

i told you i can take care of myself. i promised=)

i love you so much. ♥

2008-12-07T02:35:00.005Z

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
=D he's the loser and me?hmm im the loser too hahhaha. i love himmmmm

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?

oh i know for him he goes ohyeah~ to annoy me hahaha apatu loser~eshhhh~
gggrrr toott ehh hahahahaha muah!
you go first! SHOTGUN
britney haterrrr hahaahahhaha
and lately if he annoys me or *does russel impression*just for fun i gooo~"ihhhh you ani ehhh" hahahahah ketawa si zul tadi hahah

(It can go on but you did say 5 impressions only)

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
a lot~~~~from the first to the last hahaha. like hmm on the first date "control ego" XD malu kan syg hhaha my family sudah so now your turn loser hahaha XP

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
=D banyak laaaa~~from my 3 birthdays(1 advance ah hahaha) with him and to the time he surprised me when i came back home. i cant wait for whaats in store for me this summer heheheh. sapa dulu surprise~

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
errrr if he does then errr what am i supposed to say? oh oh i know hahahaha but then he'll annoy me with it not like he doesnt already haha kan?

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
hahaha he is my enemy! GRRRR *tackles hahaha. aww love you love you love you lonng time

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on
ahh we've been through this hahaha if theres anything he knows what to do, unless the bestpren has to point it out

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is
becauseee ia loser~ia jerk~~~hahahaha iiihh jerk eh u ani HAHAHAHAAHAH euwwwwwwwww

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
pokee and flick

10. The overall impression of him/her is
yoo hunkkkk hahahahaha XD didnt you love your card?

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
uhmm i dont know~ask them ahaha

12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
uhmmm introvert kan?*shrugs* i have no idea

13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
oh im very indecisive haha

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
isssssss.......uhmmmm meeeeeeee?hahah i dont know who i want to be

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them.
=) Dd LOVES youuuuuuu allll! heheh

16. 10 people you tag:

1. Noruen
2. Fizah
3. Zul- ehhh update ta blog mu bahhhh
4. Feeza HM
5.Zydah
6. Yumni
7.Nurul Ain
8. Shafiee
9. Pjah
10. Nasi

(Most people I know have done this but I'm doing this for the sake of the questions below.. This should be hilarious)

17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
hmmm a nooob hahahahah

18. No. 3 a male or female?
male

19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
hahaha noooo

20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
HAHAHAHAHA atu lagita~FUNNNEEE

21. What is No. 1 studying about?
oh shes on holiday now.

22. Is No. 4 single?
nopee. sorry not available lads.

23. Say something about No. 6?
yumni!!!!!!!! aku rindu si zaf!

2008-12-03T05:28:00.002Z

AND~~~

its officially 20 months for the Jerk&Sucker =D

i love you so much bestpren,always.Happy official 20th monthsary loser.
i know its been hard but heyy~everything will be alright right? this whole phase will go away like it always does.

i miss you~

2008-12-03T04:59:00.002Z

oh oh oh hahah i just went on facebook andddddd mr Peter tam and nonfriend phillip might come see me play netball down in london hahaha. awww i feel sooo touched~hahaha who knew that the ASS-ers would care where their lil Dd ends up. i doubt that they will actulaly be there~but who knows~~u may never know that what they're saying is actually for reallllll~but if its true, oh man~pressure niii hahaha or maybe i'll get moral support from them hahah

things have just started to get interesting~hmmm interesting~~~

i miss you lad~XD

2008-12-03T04:13:00.006Z

im sorry i havent replied the Tag Afta&Feeza. will do soon once everything has cleared out =) Im trying to do work at the moment cos i really need to get it done~but like the past few days it takes a lot out of me to do them~(i hate it, not the work, just how things are) So~just decided to blog since i've got no other options right now(except to do work). talking..is hmm not impossible just..not now,too hard. its friggin cold~~~

Anyways i miss my family sooooo..just wanna post some embarassing pictures hehehe if i can find them XD

Introducing...

Afiq a.ka. Crouch

Yup yup hes crouch hahahha. he got that nickname from the days on the football pitch, because he's tall and a Liverpool supporter.boo~haahha I miss playing football!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey man i still play football~well kinda~not really~lol.damn~we cant play when im back next summer, cos we might not be in kayelle anymore~darn~anyhooss this boy ah very tall wan~yes yes bery tall~i dont know why he's got all the tall genes~gimme some of that man~essh. he's very protective over the sisters haha. its cute to see him with Wani hahah. he's very stubborn, if we dont agree on stuff and jadi klaie, abis la tu~jadi serious tiaaa~~namau kalah tu~&sometimes we wont talk to each other for hmm days?haha well exchange words like "pass me the ...", "mama panggil" hahah u know those sort of stuff. but then once we're in talkin terms mcm buddies tia hahaha ptui~lol. no not buddies, just back to normal. he always likes to try and ole' the ball past me, buttttttt it only works sometimes, if hes lucky hahah same goes to Razlan.

Adib a.k.a ohmyjosh.mr.jonas brothers. whatever~ haha

hmm i think i just embarassed him with that made up nickname hhaha. oh well~biar chia~This boy is a bery early riser HAHA tekarang!!!i dont know how many times i have to call out his name to wake him up. He loves to sing, i think hes in his own world when he does it hahha. hmm what else~i can boss him around more compared to Afiq. he listens hahahah cos i complain if he doesnt hehehe.ku majalll~nyahaha. hes loud hahaha well not loud loud like talkative and all but loud la~hahah. sometimes i just hear him doing stuff downstairs while im watching tv and i'd go shut uppp hhaha cos i cant concentrate on the tv hahaha. ohh hes inactive in sports, like very~unlike me and afiq. but hes sooo skinny~soo underweight. im much more heavier than him. i think~we love to laugh at stuff hahah and point out stuff hahaha. hmmm~hehehe.especially sama atik i always hear them laugh together about the K's hahah.tsktsktsk. from an KIS-ser to an ASS-er he's now a JIS-er. i soo hope when he comes back he doesnt turn into "one of them", like i dont know what goes down there and how people are like. puhleazzee~hahahhaha

Wani a.ka. ms salmon hahaah or or ms whatever~(actually thats me)

Ah the youngest of us all. shes 10 years younger than me. i miss annoying her hahah. shes soo skinnnny~whoops~i cant say that hahah shes very touchy about it. its like calling someone you're soooo fat but the opposite hahah. or or calling her this girl from ANTM hahahaha sapa tu ah dib? i think i know who~but i wont say. oh she loves loves loves salmon hahaha. its her favourite!last time we went to the manhattan fishmarket in midvalley(was my first time)and she ordered her fav salmon dish and last last week i ate salmon for almost the whole week hahahah sampai kelamuan but yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm hahah i told her i made the dish from scratch the other day and ia jealous! wooooo~wani J!! hahaha damn i miss annoying her hahaha no la~i miss her~ofcourse i miss her. she's taken in a few stray kittens so now we have more cats at home haha. she reminds me of me when i was a kid, always taking in stray kittens hahaa but shes the girly version of me hahaah or maybe we're the same~hmmmm~

Mama&Babah-the rents~XD

i miss my mommy&daddy~XD theyre always busy with work. work is crazy~especially when VIPs come over to kayelle~late night trips to the airport or very very early trips to the airport. i dont know how they can do it man~bery bery stressful it must be. when i was younger hahaha(how old am i~)maybe i should rephrase that, uhmm back in the kis days, i was basically almost kinda in lockdown most of the time hahah i mean going out was hard compared to the other kids, but i understand why. raising up your children here and there aint that easy man, cos you're exposing them to this culture then to another so i'd imagine it takes a lot of work trying to let your children know what your values are and all if you know what i mean. anyways they the bombbbbb hhahah. i know parents can be hard on you, trust me i do. their children growing up in completely different societies must make it a bit tough*shrugs* its just kinda hard to draw the line cos you dont really want your children to be influenced by the foreign culture but you also want them to have fun with their foreign cultured friends(hahah) so yeah~i think trust is the big keyword here. i think~i think ive finally gained it hahah XD you have no idea what i know, what people think of me ("wildchild") HAHAHA WHATEVER!!!!oh oh my dad says that the store in kayellleee "ms whatever" is mine hahaha well reminds him of me haha cos im the "whatever girl" oh whatever~~hahaah. i miss hearing my dad shouting at the tv when Man U plays in the middle of the night hahaha actually i miss watchin football, i havent been catching up with it. i usually find out Man U is playing cos Azim tells me aha~oh which by the way my parents have been cool with him so far~=)innit coool~~(ok for those of you, who're like omg my parents are totally cool about mine,puhleazeeee sistas you dont know how cool it is for me, only people back in KIS would understand, right APE? haha)

Dizi aka mr cranky

heee heee dizi is mr cranky~~hahaha XP i miss this cat. he's sooo CUTEEEEEE hahaha and soo biggggg and sooo chubbbyyyy~i miss annoying himm~~when i was home(which was most of the time) id annoy him all the time, everytime when i see him. He's suchhh a lazy cat~all i see him do is sleep all dayyy then when he wakes up he either goes to aunty seri and whines for food or hangs around in the kitchen and bugs anyone who goes in there haha. so lazyyy~ he gets annoyed very easily hahah. he's got his own chair to go to when hes sooooo overly annoyed hahah. its true!i bring him upstairs with me and i annoy him for just a bit and he'll pull away to go to his little cacated chair hahah. i sooo hope he goes back with us to brunei. i want diziii in bruneiiiii so i can annoy him when i come back.

More pictures...

yuppp that is mr cranky in his chair hahah told u very cacated the chair already.

just me and wani fooling around with adib's lappie haha

Yeah okay we were really bored~~

they're like glue

hahaha torturing dizi by camwhoring hahaahahahah

told u crouch is tallll. an old pic~i wonder if hes taller

and who says that your mum cant take pictures like these...lol

alright~i think that is alll for noww. must continue with my work.

2008-12-01T15:54:00.002Z

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you~

2008-11-24T16:02:00.003Z

You know when you give people the benefit of the doubt? i seem to give people a lot of that, believing they dont do all the things you just cant imagine them doing and i feel like ive been cheated all the time. Now i feel like im the saint~aha~actually i've proved a lot of people wrong with their prejudgements about me. IN YOUR DAMN FACES!try me again suckers~

Back to this whole benefit of the doubt stuff, i know that i will still give it to people. i like to believe in the best of people that are dear to me. But im not gonna say it doesn't hurt when you find out you're wrong about them. especially the ones that are close to the heart. and when you find out when you're in the worst state possible, its just too much to deal with. maybe i shouldnt really care cos it is their life right?

there have been so many times where i've cared so much for someone and it just doesnt get through to them what they're doing is wrong or is unhealthy for them and that when i want them to stop its for their own good. that's when most of my friends find me as being such a "mother" or "ooh Dd you're gonna be the first to get married and have a family". These things dont bother me. I'm fine with it~why would it matter if you're simply caring for them right? But all the "too much caring" stops at one point. It stops when nothing you say to them will never be taken into account. It doesn't mean ive stopped caring. I still care~i just dont want to say anything anymore because if i keep on pushing then i'm viewed as this annoying lil bug that won't stop bugging them so i take the option to stop. i guess it means ive given up? But there will be those rare occassions where i will say something, just as a reminder.

oh yes~ive done that quite a lot for a few people. Now i've come across another situation where i either keep bugging or just stop. I will keep bugging but in a low rate til i really do have to stop.

Right now, i really want my gayfriend to come up here. Thanks for calling and talking to me Ash. Afiq, i know you have my back and you're trying to act like a big brother (just cos you're tall hah!Crouch!)thank you. Thank you ma and babah for calling up. i love you both. Diewell,i will talk to you when i can. i love you so much.

2008-11-21T22:37:00.006Z

I found more guitars from Ibanez. I cut down my choices to the red ibanez and the purple luna earlier today, but now i've decided to get the RED ibanez=D cool eh? i can order it any time and it'll arrive the next day heheh. Anyways, like i said i found more guitars from Ibanez. I was trying to find out why the RED laced guitar isn't in the Ibanez site so i googled it and i found out that it's one of the four Talman 2007 spring special. I checked if there's a spring special for this year and there's four but not as nice as last years.

Talman 2007 Spring Special

I found out that they've got one in black and for some reason im not attracted to the black than i usually would. weird~its cool the black but maybe cause black is common(never bothered me before) OR maybe cos it's Leo's colour hahahah. seriously~still not over my Leo.

Talman 2008 Spring Special
This year they decided to punk it out and heat up

This one's really nice, it reminds me Orlando Bloom's sun tattoo for some reason haahha ahh the days when i was an Orly fan right Dini? hahhah

I actually like the black and red, i wouldn't mind a combination of these two colours but its soo punkish~

To my dahleng ape
- i miss you amoi!your birthday is comin up sooon~actually its tomorrow ur time. it was great catching up with you. eh you get the purple luna la~hahahahah. i knew you'd go for the purple~anyways goodluck with the rest ah?=) love you amoi!♥

2008-11-20T23:00:00.009Z

Ive been sooo lazy to update the blog. huhu~and ive got so much to update on.

Last week, Cur Pisang lost their new GD becauseeeee her ankle got run over my a motorcycle when she was not meant to cross the road. Actually most of us do that here hhaha cos we know the traffic lights here too well so we know when its "safe" to cross when the redman hasnt turned to green. So anyways, Farah's tough, she even came to netball practice, walked all the way to the sports centre. respect!

After we all heard about the unfortunate incident, we all went to visit her to see how shes doing, its a good thing that her ankle is only sprained, nothing broken and no fractures. alhamdulilah. The following Friday, we had dinner at her place. we started off with doa selamat and then we feasted ourselves with all the yummy homemade cookings. yum yum yum!

okay, so i thought that nothing big was gonna happen that night, but i was wrong again. i was sooo surprised!!! i had no idea that they did what they did! u know what they did? hehehe wellll~Amal handed me this ice cream container and i went like ehhh~whats this~so i shook it to guess what the contents were, i thought they were lil miniature lil things hahaha but no~it was money! hahah KA CHING! $_$ ofcourse i was kinda confused haha. my thoughts were trying to calculate, why give me money? hahah so i asked her and she said its for YOUR GUITAR!!! it was like music to my ears hahahahahahahaha! (labih plangtu XD) i immediately gave out an overjoyed squeal hahaha. i seriously had no idea so they really had me there. hehehe the overall money they gathered up is £103. cool eh? hehee they're sooo sweeet~ i really couldnt believe it hahahah its the best late birthday present along with the rest of the presents i received =D so far~*homer style* TERIMA KASIH HULLIANS!!! =D SAYA SAYANG KAMU SEMUA BANYAK2!! hehehe

The night after, we had another gathering, but this time at 5 torrington. the food was top-notch aswell =D i really stuffed myself that weekend but it was all goood cos we had 3 hours of netball practice on Sat and Sun. so no guilt there i guess hahaha.
Oh oh Syukri has a canon DSLR now. He got one that week and its soo coool, we took so many pictures, and i still need to get it all from him. Maybe this coming weekend i will, after paintball XD. we've got paintball tomorrow in Leeds! awesomeness!

Anyhooo~ive been trying to find a guitar to buy heheh. well actually, i started to look for new guitars not long after Leo... had passed~=( i felt so bad. its like cheating on him! hahahah~but its true~hes not even a year old~if only i left him in KL and just bought a cheap one here to satisfy my guitar needs while im here. Well~ive found a few guitars but im still not sure which one~cos im not really over Leo hahhaa. IF i could, id get another luna id get a phoenix again BUT it'll be the artist series. i soo want it!!but right now its just a dream. i had my eye on it when i still had leo hahaha but i didnt know what the price was back then, now i do. Well im trying to figure out if i should invest a lot on a new guitar or if i should get one with an affordable price like around 100ish and then splurge on a really really nice one before i leave UK next year. hahahaha its like im collecting guitars. plus i wanna try fix Leo before i leave. hopefully hes repairable

This is the Phoenix, artist series. it costs almost...*drumroll* £2000 crazy right?well its a luna~the trinity is nice too but i love the phoenix!

This is an Ibanez, one of the Talman series. it costs £139. not bad eh?asmah found this guitar and i went woahhhh i really love it! but then i started to look at other guitars and so now im like its okay~hahha. i still want a Luna! haha

This is another Ibanez, im not sure if its a Talman series but i think it is. But its really nice right? its RED!! hahahaha this one is £219.i would love to get this one but i dont know if i should spend more than 200+. i still need to think about it.

I found out that this Luna costs the same as the guitar above, £219. The Luna, Flora Passionflower. Atik wants me to get this one hahaah. but i like the red tooo. damn it~i would love to get this Luna, i could have a Luna collection hahaah. then one day i can get the Phoenix artist series hahahaa. but thats only a dream~

This morning i found this awesome Dean guitar, a mamba. Aint it cool?? it reminds me of the phoenix artist series, but more affordable hahaha but still expensive. its around £500ish. no way can i buy that haha.

I found this one today as well, and its £300. A Dean , Schenker performer guitar. its really hard to find a white guitar. like Justin's. thats cool man. id get a white guitar.

All the guitars above are cool but maybe if i wanna keep to a budget i should get a simple plain one. i dont mind getting a natural maplewood guitar, but i love the ibanez and luna~im so tornn~i wish i had Leo.

I miss my family&dizi~
&
i miss my bestfriend

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2008-11-13T19:24:00.008Z

As promised, an update on what went down last weekend. Like i mentioned previously i went down to Nottingham for the Nottingham Malaysian Games. I had to wake up really early for the trip there. Early as in, 5 am cos the bus was set to leave at 6am from uni. Its a good thing Wan was convinced to go or else i'd walk the streets alone to uni when it was early and dark.

Nothing much happened in Nottingham. I didnt watch the boys play football hahha. I went to the city instead with Wan and Anwar and i got to meet up with Ervy =D it was so good to see her again =) i miss you already! come up to Hull soon. My cousin Wahidah studies in Notts so i got to meet up with her as well. She was helping out with the Malaysian games, i was quite surprised that they were hahah but apparently a lot of Bruneians around the UK came for the Malaysian games. I had no idea that they would hahaa. I bumped into Iqah and Ervy bumped into some of her JIS mates at the Portland building.

Iqah

Ervy

Wahidah

We went around the lake there and had fun with the birds ahahha. At first we saw a bunch of geese while walking to the lake, they thought they were ducks but i looked at them and no way could they be ducks~they were too big to be ducks. When we got to the lake, thats when we saw the real ducks hahaha. I went "now THOSE are DUCKS" hahaha. the only way we could attract the bird's attention on the lake were to give them food and i had a few Millie cookies left so we started to feed them that hhaha but then ku sayang kan the cookies so i gave them some chocolate hahaha and i could only give them big chunks and it was soo funny to watch them swallow it down and fight over the chocolate.

We were meant to leave Notts 6pm sharp but the badminton players made to the finals so we watched the match but unfortunately, this year, we didnt claim the title for the champions, we were the first runner up instead. it was a very close match though. We finally left Notts before 9 and reached back to Hull around 10:30ish. I went straight to 4 Torrington for a gathering. Little did i know that it was a surprise for Mas, Fairuz, Syukri, Mizah and I =D i had no idea hahha. so yayy i was surprised! hahahah. Thank you dahlengs =D Dd sayang kamu semuaaaa =D

Sunday saw the Cur Pisangs head off to the sports centre to practice netball in preparation for the Winter Games and Gmie&Anwar got their surprise, since there was a lil bit of a screw up from the night before. They were meant to be included that night but there was a lil bit of a miscommunitcation. It was all good though, cos they got theirs after netball.

2008-11-12T22:59:00.002Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTPREN =D

birthday boy!!!=D i miss youuuuuuuuu~i told you i'd post something up. i hope u had fun today bestpren =) and that ur socio paper went well. Goodluck with the rest birthday boy. hopefully next year i'll get to be with you on your birthday ah? im not gonna say much cos ive already said a lot on the phone ;) , text, facebook and now here, and then theres more to come on ur card~hahaha

i love you so much birthday boy=D always will

love always&forever
your bestfriend [=

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i only posted this the day after cos i fell asleep before i could post it haha XD sorry babe

2008-11-10T16:18:00.001Z

Im at the computer centre right now trying to do my assignment and so far its progressing but now im distracted cos theres this guy watching the highlights for Arsenal and Manchester United's match on the Saturday that had just passed~damn it~now im just looking at his screen~mann what a way to kill my working mojo.

Oh well, im heading back home soon anyway. ive got a cold and itchy throat. i think ive caught a cough bug. Bugger~i need to get strepsils or something. i need something warm~

will upload pics from this the past weekend soon

2008-11-09T02:52:00.002Z

Dd would like to thank all the Hullians yang tersayang =D

THANK YOU DAHLENGS for the surprise and prezzies =D i will update the blog soon. I need rest now. nalihh la i~huhuhu. karang lagi netball kul 10~weeee~but nalih ni~assignments to do lagi

Peace out

more updates

2008-11-04T20:36:00.007Z

Ive been very very lazy in updating. but i have to try and get work done. still trying~hahah. yeahh trying to reignite the working-Dd. i'll do the same for my blog as well. hopefully i can manage both.

Last weekend i had a shopping spree with the girls(Beb, Asmah, Amal, Kim, Mizah & Mas) plus Wan and Yusuf. You'd be able to read and see pictures the on it on www.bruhull.blogspot.com. That blog has mostly been updated by the first years. Actually ever since theyve joined us in Hull the blog has been up and going. well kinda~

Anyways, this weekend i'll be off to Nottingham with the Malaysians for the Malaysian games. Wee~i'll probably get to see Ervy and maybe my dear cousin Wahidah. Insyallah. I wont be the only Bruneian going. Rusdi and Yusuf will be tagging along cos they'll be playing football with the Malaysians. i guess i will be some sort of moral support for them. That'll be on a Saturday. i'll be out the whole day~i'll have to wake up so early cos we're leaving Hull by bus around 6ish~im not sure what time we'll be back at Hull but right after we get back we'll have some makan2 at torrington street. i think it'll be at house number 2 or maybe 4?or maybe 5? i have no idea~

On Sunday the Cur Pisangs will have their first netball practice to prepare for the Winter Games (held in London sometime in December). We've got new players. So far the first years have agreed to join the team so yayyyy! Im sure we'll all have fun playing netball just like in the summer. We were awarded as the best sporting team man! we were quite surprised~but heyy they think we're coool XD hahha. So yeah the CUR PISANGS are BACK!!!=D

The last weekend of November, we Bruhullians will be goin over to Leeds to engage in a war of paintball! The cost of the whole trip is kinda expensive and some are reluctant to go cos of that but~it'll be some fun. Plus everyone will get a chance to shoot each other. I bet i'll finish my 100 bullets in a very short amount of time.

Thats pretty much it really~i'll just end this post with pictures.

We girls in Hull

Them boys in Hull

The wednesday after i got back from London i went to Manchester with Syak, Khairul and this new guy whose name i forgot. sorry =S There was this careers fair and Syak asked if i wanted to tag along then he mentioned Old trafford so i was in haha.

Pictures from Castleford.

2008-10-29T09:05:00.003Z

Oookaayyy~i think ive been on hiatus long enough. Its almost been a month hahah. shit~thats a lot of updating to do~I guess it got to me how people can read this and think things up. but wth? since when do i care?(i so willl in the future hahaah) oh well let everything be prejudged then eh? I guess i'll start with London.

I was away last last weekend. I went down to....LONDON!hahha whats exciting about London? nothing much really~its the people there i wanna see that makes it exciting =D I wasnt planning on to go down to London for the weekend but when i checked the ticket prices for the week after it, its so mahal man~£50+ so no way am i going for that one. I got my ticket for £40.80 so thats okay la~since its kinda last minute as well.

My intentions of going down there was to have the clip of my secretcode swatch ring replaced since i lost it*cough cough*i wonder how~~ ehem jerk~xD The warranty expires early next month so i had to go before it expires, if not sayang jua tu~

Its a good thing i decided to come down for that weekend cos Afta and Ervy were down for BSU raya =D it was so great to see them. i miss you guys already! Ervy~i cant believe u dissed Mikey that night haha. So funny~i cant believe he took it as well too~lol! And Afta =D aku rinduuuuuu~~~~*paluk kuatkuat* heee. Man it was so great to see you~it just reminded me of home hahhaa. and sian si Ash~u kept bullying him with his unisex name hahaah. "isnt that a girls name?" or "Ashley~" haahah i bet he liked the attention ahahah. just kidding~

Oh i even got to meet up with my other girlies from ASS. Mei, Lilin and Zoe =D weeee!! what a great weekend~~though very expensive hahah. it was Mei's birthday on that sunday so i dropped by to the chinese restaurant Pearl Liang in Paddington to give her present and to mingle a bit with her crowd. I was acquainted by Faiz who was apparently Claire and Claudia's junior back in KTJ. ooo woww whaddayaknow~hahaha small world people~

Other than the girls i got to be with Mikey and Ash! =D well i stayed over at Mikeys and Ash stayed with us as well. It felt good being with them again. Actually i dont think the 3 of us have hung out before, back in the KIS days but it was alll goood~=D Ofcourse i got the usual tease from them haha. Those two kept ganging up on me~just cos im small hahah. And with them there are no chicks, only dudes and that includes me hahah. I was with Ash most of the time though since Mikey had to work. The last day was fun though cos before i caught my train we were hanging at the pub where Mikey works and his shift was over and he told me and Ash to come over to hang with him and his 2 friends. i cant remember one of their names but one of them was Joe i think?hahah They're really cool dudes man~and funny as well hahaha. Well one of them was uhmm a bit tipsy already hahah but it was all fun. we all had a good laugh hahah. Joe got educated with where i came from and his other friend practically knew his geography really well. i was quite impressed. usually people would go huh?what?where?but he kenw his stuff. respect man~ XD

Even though it was soo great hanging out with them all, it almost made me miss my train back to Hull hahahah. well someone wanted to eat first and took a bloody long time to do it. I bet both of them were scheming on it hahaha cos they didnt really want me to leave, they wanted me to stay til Monday but i had class and i didnt wanna miss it hahah. Sorry ma luvalies i'll see you both in december again. or maybe one of u cud get your ass up here in Hull for a change eh? and Dini~~bitchhh~you should be here with us baaa~~without you, i get picked on~i miss you amoi! i hope ur doing okay=)

And to my jerk=) Thank you for being soo ehem "awesome" hehehe. i miss you so much! you were always on my mind baby. =) i love youu sooo muchh!

♥i miss you

2008-10-08T06:53:00.002+01:00

Tag Replies - sorry im only replying now guys

Jiks: Hahah i got the pictures from an old album~i cant find anymore ah~im sure ada wa haha and hey arent we the same height now?hahah

FA- haha awu Pjah, ur tooo cute to be in our gang hahah. eh cana ta raya dbrunei? byk duit mu sudah?hahah tani open house masa atu arh rumah ku and ku jadi photographer sama adib hahah. eh si zaf balik brunei yday kan?

Asmah - Selamat Hari Raya to you too!i see you on friday housemate!=D

Twig- Hey Twig thats soo ccool u'll be performing on the streets! and yeah everythings ok =) (well except for my guitar )thanks for the concern.

Intan- Selamat Hari Raya to you too!=D

Feeza hm- Thanks haha =)

Zyds- Thanks dang =) ko nada bawa baju raya sana ka?kami ada BSU raya next weekend ah~u guys dont have anything like that? i miss you too! and can i have your number?(majal) hahah XD apakan~

Amal - manada mal~ hahah ko tu yang lost weight

Ervy - I miss you too sis! hey i forgot ur number eh~im soo bad~i need to get it from u again~i wanna see you!

2008-10-07T15:23:00.006+01:00

I'm back in the UK now~back in Hull~and im homesick =( For the first time, im actually homesick haha. i dont or never really get homesick cos im used to being away and all(i do get sad at times) but for some weird reason im really homesick this time. Maybe its cos this time around i spent a lot of time with my family before i left.

Oh this bit is definitely the cherry on top of it all(the downside that is), remember leo?my guitar?

my luna guitar that i ordered from the US which costs around £300+ including shipping? Right~so i brought it back with me to the UK and little did i know that i'd end up with no guitar at all~

Theres no other way to say it; Leo is BROKEN! yea~~BROKEN!! The guitar case, the HARD guitar case had suffered NO damage to it at all~so it was a real shock to me when i unlocked it to find Leo in two~the head broke off from the fretboard~to me it looks like as if its beyond repair~(and even if i can i think itd almost cost like a new guitar)but i dont know man~I told my parents about it and theyve called up MAS to complain so parents have been calling me up for baggage details and all. I really hope i can claim a new guitar from them~When Leo was with RBA Leo was always in one piece~so i just dont know how, why this time around id find it in two~

I'll end this post with the devastating picture i'll try to post a happier post for the next one-

Open house in KL(maybe if im not lazy)

I only posted this up now cos i finally uploaded the pictures

2008-10-04T15:09:00.009+01:00

Its mum's birthday today =D and parent's annniversary

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA & HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

The day started off slow, mum wasn't really happy?or uhh she wasn't expecting her kids to wake up late and shower late and everything but she was in for a surprise later hehe. Me and Adib had to go over to Plaza Damas to print out the pictures and get the roses with dad. Mum was about to follow but good thing she decided not to, i think she kinda got the hint hahaha. oh well~

We took our sweet time in Plaza Damas cos we looked around at the restaurants available there so we could have dinner. We ended up eating at this place called East Coast. I really wanted to have dessert at Dessert Bar but it was too late~they didnt want to serve any more customers~oh well their loss.

The surprise came before we left for dinner. Dad wanted to take family pictures in the living room again so we were all there and we called mum to come over and right when the living room was in sight for her, dad took out the bouquet of roses and gave it to her and she was so surprised hheeheh(that was me and Adib's idea). Then we all presented her with her rest of her gifts. The present for their anniversary came later after we took the family pictures. They were both surprised for that one too, and they love the gift hehe. oh yeah~~~mission accomplished.

The restaurant is open!! haha

The frame as mum's birthday card, we all signed it, the portrait on stone for my parent's anniversary and the jade bracelet for mum

2008-10-03T12:20:00.007+01:00

i feel soo reinvigorated~so refreshed~back to myself again =D

Damn was i in a bad mood yesterday or what~hahaah. Afiq wasnt really a problem, he was just bugging me at the wrong time i guess.

We watched Eagle Eye yesterday =D hehehe. Went out with the fam to Pavillion(finally, not megamall) and damn~i thought that the mall would at least be abit empty and that getting movie tickets would be easy without booking since its the second day of raya but man was i wrong~We got there around 4ish and the movie started at 5:30. When we went up to the ticket counter, the guy told us the only available seats were the last 2 front rows, but the seating screen showed that there was 1 row that was reserved and no one had collected it so i asked the guy if the person doesn't collect their tickets 45mins before the show, would the seats be free for us to take, and he said yup we can. So~~ we decided to just wait for it, hoping no one would collect it. Me and Adib went back to the ticket counter(the rest were at starbucks) at 4:45pm but the tickets werent released yet. The same guy told us to wait for 10 mins and he promised that if no one still hasnt collected it by then he'll give the tickets to us. so yayyy~The ticket guy was nice actually so Adib took a picture of him to put up on the blog hahaah(i still need to get his link)

too bad he was camera shy haha

After waiting for 15 mins, the guy gave us the tickets weee~=D they were really good seats~ Eagle Eye was alright actually~awesome but kinda draggy for me. OH! that night when Afiq kicked me off the laptop i went to watch tv instead of taking a walk cos the alarm was on already~so didnt wanna switch it off cos dad would know. Anyways nothing was on tv, nothing good at all~but there was this movie Lake Placid 2? yeah so me and adib settled for that and omg its the worst movie ever!!its such a bad movie!the script~omg the script~unbelievably horrible~worst movie that ive ever come across so far. The effects were blehhh(so fakee) and the actors~i mean im sure theyre great actors but duddeee seriously? terrible script~ well even it was horrible we just stuck to that movie to entertain ourselves haha.

Oh its Welsh's birthday today~how could i forget~everytime the 3rd was meantioned during class he'd always go on about his birthday haha. So Happy Birthday Pantyhose! i hope u havent forgotten about your daughters and dear hubby haha. a reunion next summer should be in order! well i hope ur enjoying ur stay in Langkawi!

Its also Feeza's birthday today =) Happy Birthday Feeza =D Man you're only turning 18~damnn~~still so young hahaah and now legall~woot woot ahahah anyways i hope you had a blast today.

Well imma post up the pictures from yesterday and today cos i went to the gym and the 2 cacat treadmills have been replaced with brand new ones!yayy!!! but nooo~im leaving on sunday so i wont be able to use them after today cos i'll be busy. Tomorrow is mum's birthday and parents anniversary =D

Man i think Adib's phone is so cool~cos he can take pics like the one below

Went to Sungai Wang with Adib tadi and we went to this shop and i got...

these shoes~

Then in the evening dad called me down from my room and told me to go to the gym haahha and so i did~ ada treadmill baru! woohoo

I didnt do much, just run haha

2008-10-02T06:18:00.003+01:00

I just got back from facial. that was a first~never done that before. Mum dragged me out of bed to go. i totally forgot that mum had set up facial appointments for the both of us this morning. I didnt get enough rest again~oh well~

Afiq is being a pain in the ass since last night. Right now, my patience with him is very very thin~if he keeps on being rude, ohoo~i'll make him miserable. just try me~push me some more~cos im not in the best of moods so screw it.

Maybe an outing with the family will do me some good. i really wanna watch eagle eye. Shia labeouf~

And oh Ashley finally got live messenger so~he can accompany me when theres no one around.

im hungry~ time for lunch

2008-10-01T21:43:00.001+01:00

i feel so small right now~so small

~wounded pretty bad

2008-10-01T15:43:00.009+01:00

Finally got to talk to TWIG!=D well kinda hahaah he had to rush off cos lights were out and i didnt want him to be alone in an unlit basement~thats scary~hahah. And TWIG you've got a busking permit?awesome!!!! so you'll be performing frequently then? wait where are you performing? in my head its like you've got your guitar case open right infront of you and you're just playing your songs hahha and people pass by and give you money?hahaha i have no idea man. you need to put that up on your blog when that goes down otays?

I've got nothing to do right now and i need some type of release~i actually feel like taking a walk outside the neighbourhood right now, since Afiq is still out. I could actually just sit by the pool but i think someone's using the multifunction area~so oh well~maybe later. i just need to keep myself busy, otherwise...yeah~ Wani and I took some pictures yesterday, just outside and around the house. We were bored~

We worked our way from the stairs

then Wani posed infront of the Benz

then to the front of the house

hehe we took more random pictures~we were joblesss~~

then walked over to the back of the house

Then the lil annoying dogs barked at us~
we were gonna head off to the playground

but we just stopped right infront of the swimming pool and clubhouse

we wanted to go back to the house
but went to the tennis court instead

we finally got really tired of getting bored so we went back up to my room

Oh effing hell~now afiq is kicking me off my own laptop which means i have to get out of my room~because he hasnt been using it~(pfft what a stupid reason~)effing hell he just got back from the neighbourhood with the boys~dont you think you should just go to sleep now and leave me alone with my laptop~i am this-->-<--- close to breaking down~maybe a walk outside should do me some good.who cares if its almost midnight~parents are asleep anyway. i should be catching up on some sleep.hmm i should ask what he'll be using it for~it better be a good reason~i just do not have the patience for anything right now. damn it i need someone to call~no one's in KL~ right i better find something to do~

2008-10-01T11:00:00.006+01:00

Its the first day of raya todayy~woo~yayy~yippee...great~ Mum woke me up just before the clock struck 8a.m and i only had an hour of sleep~i didnt sleep at all last night. Not cos i watched the match, just cos i couldnt sleep~maybe i didnt even try to sleep. I was talking to Ash since i couldnt sleep, he finally has internet in his room, but he doesnt have msn messenger live, hes only got web messenger, which sucks cos then we cant call each other's lappy when we're both bored. I should really make him get skype. We didnt really talk much though, but thats typical us, we'd exchange words now again asking what each other's up to, or diverge into a topic with food or home or anything really. Last night he was complaining to me that he was hungry, and i told him to go to tesco but he was too lazy haha andd he told me he mistook the drier for the washing machine so now hes got clothes with smaller size haha. I didnt talk to him the whole night ofcourse, our conversation were cut short at times cos id attempt to try and sleep.

At around 3ish in the morning i heard someone shout and i was wondering if it came from outside the house but it came from outside my room~it was dad watching the game hahah. I couldve watched it, but i wanted to sleep which i failed to do.

So the morning started off with a very tired me, i had to shower and then get ready before the boys got back from the mosque so we could take pictures but that was cancelled cos parents had to rush off to the Istana to attend the Agung's open house. I caught up with some sleep while they did that, finally~i can rest peacefully~on the couch~hahah Around 2ish all of us got ready to take pictures in the living room before heading off to Aunty Fara's open house. That was fun. I enjoyed that. We left to Aunty Fara's after that and i finally saw Shane since i got back. You'd think staying in a gated community with him would have made it easier for me to run into him but nah~the whole deal with the boys and him have blown out of proportion, Shane doesnt play football with us anymore. I got to talk to him for just a bit before we left which i think was more awkward for him than for me. His lil brother Yang was there ofcourse and so was Rajak(lil Razlan) and Rajak's brother which i dont remember his name. sorry~He did remember me as one of his mum's(aunty Fara's)dancers last year but we didnt start a conversation or maybe i made it hard for him to. damn im such an antisocial~hahah Oh Rajak got a glimpse of my secret code swatch ring and he thinks its awesome hahaah too bad a part of it is lost.

Ooh ive got to comment on the food hehehe. The food was delicious~yuuuuuuuuummmyyy~the soto ayam..yum yum yummmm! One of the reasons that Afiq couldnt wait to go to this open house was cos of the food hahaha. he loves the kuay teow that they serve every year. Oh and other than commenting on food, i'd say the atmosphere didnt really feel hari raya-ish~i mean most of the people weren't wearing baju kurungs or cara melayus, they just dressed up smartly and i dont know it just kills the hari raya mood. You can drive around KL and it'll appear as if its not hari raya~but i think we're all used to it over here. That doesnt mean we dont miss the hari raya feeling. oh yeah~we do~i guess we'll have that to look forward to next year*fingerscrossed

2008-09-30T15:03:00.004+01:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI/ HAPPY EID MUBARAK =)

Mohon Maaf Zahir&Batin

I'd like to apologize to ever-eh-bod-eh for all the things that ive done that may have hurt or upset you =)

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So its finally raya tomorrow!yippee~~mhmm yeaa yipee~i dont really feel anything~its not like i've been looking forward for raya. puhleasee man~~theres nothing to look forward to over here. Not the first day anyway or the second~or the third~i think you get what i mean. BUT i am looking forward to the open house on the 5th, well that is if people i know do make it. if not then it'll be just a bummer~ BUT i am glad that im with my family for raya this year. Im glad that Adib flew over from Brunei today to be with us.so yayyyy~

Other than that, im also looking forward to the 4th cos its mum's birthday&my parents anniversary =) we've got them gifts already. For their anniversary we have a portrait of them together carved on a stone(mann alot of money went out on that) and we have this thing planned out for them. If things go as planned they'll be having a nice home cooked dinner outside at the porch area. I just hope the mosquitoes dont suck the blood out of them. If not then, we'll just give them the gift with some roses. For mum's present we got her this awesome jade bracelet(which also cost a lot haha)and we're giving her a frame as a birthday card. The pictures have yet to be printed.

So raya is tomorrow and what are we going to be doing? Hmm its the normal stuff you know~nothing special really. I used to be excited for the first day of raya but nahh~not anymore. So tomorrow, my parents will be having a function at the uhmm Agung's place? no idea if its at his place. We'll be staying at home til eveningish time, cos thats when we get to go to aunty Fara's grandparent's place. I think thats it really. nothing exciting right? yea~~hmm i think i sound bitter~hahaah

Thats it for now. i must move on to do something else.

word of the day:compromise

2008-09-27T19:35:00.004+01:00

I just finished watching football. Shit im soo shocked with the outcome~hahahaah! After watching Manchester United play i decided to watch Arsenal play cos its against the Tigers! but a few mins before halftime i got sleepy~and so i dozed off to lalaland. I then woke up 20mins before fulltime~and geeezz mann~i couldnt believe the scoreline~2-1 to the Tigers!!! i thought hmm..am i dreaming?hahha but hell noo~Tigers were leading!!! Geovanni and Daniel Cousin scored the goals for them. oh yeah man!! i started to get soo excited for them! i almost wanted to wake up Afiq and dad hahahaha! I missed the goals but im gonna catch it on final score now.

GO TIGERS!!!! sshaite~~~their biggest victory so far man~and that was an away game~~i cant believe Arsenal actually lost~oh welll~unlucky Arsenal. They did try to get an equalizer towards the end but it was denied everytime by Myhill. He saved a brilliant shot from Fabregas in the last 4 minutes~oh yeah man~that was awesome!im off to watch final score!

WOOHOO GO TIGERS!!! Damn it why did i doze off~

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So i just watched final score~ and dayummm~~~those goals were nuhhhh-iiiiceeeeeee~~~~top left hand corner by Geovanni from quite a distance. Awesome goal man!i cant believe i was sleeping that time! and Danial Cousin's header was also beautiful. It went into the top right hand corner of the net.oh mann~im still trying to take this in hahaha. And as for Arsenal, they had some pretty decent chances to equalize man or even win the game, just unlucky~ but yayyyyy TIGERS!! hahaah. I hope they can keep going on like this for the whole season.

2008-09-27T04:44:00.011+01:00

I just woke up 15 mins ago by Afiq, he informed me that we'll be going off to Midvalley around 1:30, i guess to do some shopping. I should be ecstatic by now since ive been desparately wanting to get out of the house but that feeling is kinda inhibited by a melancholic Dd haha. I do hope that when i do get to shop melancholic Dd will disappear slowly. I doubt it though, not until i hear from my lonely boy XD oh and to Zul, thanks for letting him msg me with your phone.

Hmm i think i still have some time before i really need to hit the showers, so i'll just upload the old pics that i found a few days back.

Oo guess who that is?

Its Ka Bibih!!

This was back on my 10th birthday. Celebrated it in Cambodia at the Samad's residence.

So who do we have in the picture above? We have Atik in orange, and me and on my right is Aqilah

And the boys~were in the game room ofcourse. Oh how Power Rangers were in.

From the left we have Hadi, Afiq, Hafiz and Adib

This picture below was back in the PGGMB Madang days

From the left- Syahidah, Haziqah(yes yes Ziqah you're in it!), me and Amirah

I just put this up cos i think the background is cool. This was Wani in New York.

Yup. That's me back in Seoul. I can only assume i was at a Halloween party dressed up as Snow White.

Oh yes~this was one those raya moments back in Brunei. Look who's in it~

From the left : Amal, Afiq, Ayai, Bunur, me, Nurul & Bundun

This was at my place in Lambak, before heading off to school for a performance

The girls~ Nurul, Amal & me
The boys~Wafiy, Adib &Afiq

Hmm..i think this was at a crocodile farm in Bangkok. hehe theres a videotape on this but i have no idea where it went

From the left: Afiq, Atik, me, Aqilah, mummy& Adib

Ah~our Bibi(nanny). This was taken infront of the house in Seoul

I really dont remember taking this picture.

hee we used to love helping mum garden. We didnt go all squirmy with all the worms and bugs but mum did. i remember giving her a worm and she'd squeal haha. This was back in Seoul

A family pic at Seoul Land during autumn.

Adib: this is for you hahaah. look at you on the runway!

Back in Seoul, we used to have trips with the other Bruneian families there. The family below are the Wahabs. Ka Wina and Abg Abu are missing though.

Just wanted to put this in so Wani wouldnt feel left out haha. If only i could find the pictures when we were in Dubai, then she'd be in the pictures too.

The Ipod Game(tagged)

2008-09-26T15:36:00.002+01:00

TWIG!!!! so sorry it took awhile to do this hahah. i had no idea you tagged your mop!hahah

The Measure of How Well Your iPod Really Knows You

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
4. Write the answers down, or even comment on it.
5. Tag 5 people.

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1. How are you feeling today?
Take It Away - The Used

hmm interesting~almost dead on right

2. Will you get far in life?
Born For This - Paramore

ahah say what?

3. What’s your best friend’s theme song?
Seize the Day - Avenged Sevenfold

woahhh~what do you think bestpren?=)

4. What is the story of your life?
Back at your door - Maroon 5

now..whose door are we talking about?

5. What was school like?
Im yours - Jason Mraz

6. How can you get ahead with life?
against all odds- Mariah Carey

yup that sounds about right i guess~

7. Whats the best thing about your friends?
Right For Me - Justin Timberlake

hahah uhh i guess each and every one of them are right for me?haha

8. Describe your grandparents.
Don't Cry - Guns and Roses

no idea.

9. How’s your life going?
Dont Worry Be Happy - Bob Marley

considering everything that has happened thats what im concentrating on now

10. What will be played at my funeral?
Before Its Too Late - Goo Goo Dolls

oo that'll be nice

11. Will you have a happy life?
Island In The Sun - Weezer

12. What do your friends really think of you?
This Is The Sound - The Last Goodnight

uhmm does that mean im too loud? hahaha

13. Do people secretly lust after you?
Poison Kiss - The Last Goodnight

uhmm thats deathly~

14. How can you make yourself happy?
Catch The Sun - Doves

hahah i should try that

15. Will you ever have children?
Bubbly Toes - Jack Johnson

16. What song would you strip to?
Remember The Time - Michael Jackson

uhmm i dont see that happenin

17. What does your mom think of you?
When I Grow Up - Pussycat Dolls

i guess shes hoping that i grow up more~

18. What is your deep, dark secret?
There Is - Boxcar Racer

gee that revealed nothing~

19. What is your enemy’s theme song?
The Deceived - Trivium

20. What’s your personality like?
Betterman - Robbie Williams

hahaha what~~

21. What will be played at your wedding?
Fly Away From Here - Aerosmith

Cool

Hmm I'm tagging...YOU. Thats right..anyone who comes across this game.You're TAGGED

Pooyaw yooo

2008-09-21T06:46:00.002+01:00

Atik just told me to check out this video hahaha. A snippet of how her farewell dinner went last week(i think it was last week). In the video are....*drumroll* Zul, Atik, Amal and Kilah. Brabis kamu menyanyi ah hahaha. I miss you guys. Well not just you 4, everyone else la jua.

Anyways enjoy the short video =)

2008-09-18T14:19:00.006+01:00

Us siblings went to Damas plaza before sungkai to buy juice while dad went over to the fruit market at Mt Kiara, and while waiting for him to pick us up we saw this sign "NEW ERA FROM ICHIBAN". Does the word ichiban, ring a bell? Afiq and I immediately thought of Joey from FRIENDS. you know~his infamous japanese branded lipstick for men advert proving that hes a chameleon to Chandler."Ichiban, lipstick for men" hahaah

There was this cute skirt on sale for Rm50 but..im broke so couldnt buy it~oh well~damn havent been shopping for awhile~hmm hopefully Kelvin is still bringing me out on Friday~

We got bored waiting for dad so we just took some pictures.

Gayfriend.Ape.Kdog.Ms.What-nonsense.Diewell

2008-09-16T16:44:00.010+01:00

I just talked to ash on the phone awhile ago before he had to board the plane to the UK. Yup hes off to the UK, he'll be at this place Twickenham which is nearby Fulham and London. It'll be easier for me to visit him and Mikey =D Ash just turned 20 yesterday. you're getting OLD Ashley Caldscott Ling~nyahahaha! i cant believe ur 20 now~dude~~~hahaha.Man i have no one to talk to now that u've left Malaysia~u suck Ash~~u better text me when u arrive.hope u and ur dad have a safe flight.

and Dini~~i cant believe you're in Indonesia already~~aiyaa womannnnn~you didnt tell me you were leaving on the 10th last week~i wouldve gone out with you~i was expecting to have a day out with you after you finished your internship man. I hope you come back before i leave to the UK.

sighhh~now i feel more alone~

Staying in the house everyday is killing me~its messing up my mind set~my chi~its like im on this rollercoaster~up&down~up&down~i really need to get out~hopefully i will on Friday with K-dog. You better not bail on me Kelvin~maybe you should bring your friends along to spare me with all your sarcasms haahha.

With nothing going on here, i really want to go back to uni life in Hull~at least that'll keep me busy again. Ive got tooo much free time on my hands~its too much for me to deal with. Plus its not like i look forward for raya~i never seem to ever since i left Brunei 6 years ago. I'll have next year to look forward to it if im back in Brunei for good*fingerscrossed

Oh speaking about next year, Ive been talking to Tina and shes already talking about our plans for next year's reunion haha. She had KK in mind before she left to Michigan and now shes got Bali and Phuket. I really want it to be in KK, it'd be easier for me and i wouldnt have to spend a lot but Bali and Phuket sounds AWESOME!damn i could already imagine the places we'd be staying in. With these girls,comfort trumps money hahaah.Its time for me to save up!

to my dearest diewell, i really miss you~so much~'s' for everything.i love you so much.always will.♥